After it all

Chapter 12

I'm so fucking sorry for not updating this book in forever! My exams are almost over. And I'm running short on ideas. Plus I do t think I'm gonna be working for much longer. There is not much work left. But yeah I'm gonna make this chapter a bit longer cause I feel bad :( sorry guys. Love ya
(Luke's Pov)

I still don't have the slightest fucking idea how to tell Ashely we are going back on tour. The boys told me just to be straight with her and tell her. I mean I would but I don't want her to be pissed with me when I leave. In three days. Yes. For the past two days I've been trying to figure out how to tell her. But i need to tell her so I guess I'm going with what the boys said.

"Ashely?!" I called through the house, walking into the kitchen. She was making lunch. Which happened to be soup.

God if this goes wrong.

"Yes?" She said as she walked over to me.

"I have to tell you something" I sighed. Worry etched across her features.

"Okay?"

"Theboysandiaregoingontouragain" I rushed out.

"Lukey slow down please"she said looking at me intently. I sighed deeply.

"The boys and I are going on tour again" I said then clenched my eyes shut, waiting for yelling to happen.

"Again? When?" She asked softly.

"Three days." I said flinching as I heard something fall to the floor.

"Three days?" She whispered. I slowly opened my eyes and saw her looking down."How long?" She asked

"Two months"

"B-but there's only two and a half until our wedding" She chocked out.

"I know and I tried to tell them that" I said. But it didn't help.She turned around, turned off the stove and walked right past me.

"Ashely-" I started.

"No!" She said loudly. "how long have you known" she asked a bit quieter.

"Two days" And with that she shook her head and walked to our room. I groaned loudly.

Can I fucking smash my head into the god damn wall!

No that wouldn't be smart.

What the hell why am I talking to myself? I shook my head slightly. This is not good. How am I supposed to make her happy and my fans happy at the same time if they both want different things.

(Ashely's Pov)

I don't care if you think I was a bit harsh. It hurts like a gunshot. Or being stabbed with a spork twenty million times. I love Luke. So so much. I just can't deal with him sometimes.

Is it weird that I think back to when he was my bully and think that might happen again? I don't know. I don't want him to leave again. Also right before our wedding. It hurts so goddamn much. But I'm not going to get in between the fans and them. I curled into our bed. Our bed. The one we are going to share for two more nights until I don't see him for two months. Gosh Dang It! I need to stop thinking about this. I grabbed my phone and put my music on shuffle. Pierce The Veil's Hell Above came on. I don't know why but it relaxed me. I slowly started to drift off. As I fell asleep I felt two strong arms wrap around my waist. I may or may not have smiled subconsciously.