The Bet of Regret

Chapter 2 -Family Love

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Shit

Holy fucking shit.

I woke up with my face nuzzled into the crook of Rider's neck. And I was naked. Holy shit I was in a bed with a guy.

And the worst part is, I can't blame it on alcohol because I didn't drink that much last night if I remember every detail.

I had sex with a guy! A fucking guy that was the same gender as me!

And I liked it.

I probably should've pulled away from him, or left before he woke up. But I've never been held like this before and I wasn't going to pull away now.

I inhaled his cologne and let out a long breath. He smelled so good, like firewood and the ocean.

"You awake?" Rider asked. Shit, he was already awake.

"Um.. yeah s-sorry-" I said pulling away. But he just pulled me back to his chest thankfully.

"It's fine I don't care." He said smiling down at me. I decided to just enjoy this moment while it lasted and buried my face in his chest. You would too if you felt loved for the first time in 9 years.

"We should probably get up before anyone realizes that you hooked up with a guy," Rider said after about 30 minutes of cuddling. He pried my arms off of him and started collecting his things.

I just lay in the bed for a little longer before getting up and-

"Fuck!" I cursed falling to the ground. Rider looked at me worriedly and immediately wrapped his arms around me to see if I was okay.

"What's the matter? Did you hurt something?" He asked as he examined my body for any injuries.

"Did I hurt something? Yeah, I did my ass hurts! Why didn't you tell me it would hurt this bad?" I hissed in pain as I tried to pull myself up to stand. I was leaning all my weight against  Rider but I didn't care right now. He did this he has to take care of it.

"I'm pretty sure I did tell you," he laughed " Anyways do you think you can walk down the stairs, or do you need me to carry you?" He asked and I flipped him off.

"No, I got it let's just go." I snapped limping to the door.

We headed downstairs (it only took 5 minutes) and I could hear Delilah and Riley in the living room.

"Shit, I'm sorry Rider but I got to go!" I whispered. Before I could turn around and leave Rider grabbed my arm.

"Hey it's okay Riley's my cousin and Delilah and I are really good friends they won't care." He said. Fuck, their related? You got to be kidding me.

"Y-yeah but everyone knows your gay so-" 

"Bi." He interrupted.

"Same thing," I scoffed.

"It's really not-"

"Point is," I said cutting him off, "They'll probably think we hooked up or something if they see us together because we aren't friends," I whispered nervously.

"Okay, I'll text you later then." He said. Before I could ask him how he had my number he tossed me his phone and walked into the living room. I opened my phone and saw his contact in it. I'm not gonna lie maybe hooking up with him every once and a while or being fuck buddies might be okay. I mean I've never had sex as good as that.

Holy shit am I gay?

Pfft, I can't be gay I probably just only enjoy sex up the ass.

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