The other side of society {Dekubaku}

Chapter 5

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I look how deku leaves, once he's gone, I go back in the house and close the door. I fall to the floor, the pain of my leg is killing me. I begin to glitch and I'm back to my real aspect. I look at my wounds, they got worse. I sigh and pick my phone. I look through my contact list, and call the number of pink checks. I wait till she picks the phone up.

-*Hey, kats! Ok let me guess, you want me to go to your house, because your parents are gone and you don't want to be alone. Am I right?*- I smile, she knows me really well.

-And? Are you coming ? Yes or no? Or are you busy doing things with your Alfa?-

-*{blushes} Katsuki!!!*- I laugh. Pink cheeks sighs.

-*Geez... Don't worry I'm on my way to your home. Mind explaining what happened this time?*-

I stop laughing.

-I came late home. After that deku came to bring my bag back, and... yeah...- I touch my lips and blush a little after remembering the kiss. I still can't understand why I did that. I know that deku doesn't like me back. He just kissed me back because he felt oppressed, geez I'm such a bad person...

-*Did you and Izuku kiss~?*-

-How did you know?!? Ehm... I mean... {blushes} We didn't kiss pink cheeks!!!- God I'm so stupid.

-*OMG!!!! You guys kissed?!?! Does that mean that you guys are dating now?!? Katsuki don't move, I'll be there in 2 minutes!!! We'll see us! Bye!!*- She hanged up, without waiting for me to say bye, or something. I sigh, luckily my parents will be gone for a few weeks. I turn my phone off and put it away. A cold shiver runs trough my back. What will my parents say if they found out that I kissed Deku? They would try to kill him, again... What should I do? I can't let that happen. I...I'll have to keep distance from Deku,... even though I don't want to. I'm feeling really miserable right now. I begin to cry, again. Why the fuck did I kiss him? Why?!? I shouldn't have done that. I definitely shouldn't. I begin to cry harder. I fucked everything up. All the hard work for nothing. I hate it, I hate myself for doing that. I hug myself, trying to feel less alone, but who am I trying to fool? I am alone. I have nobody, no one cares about me. The front door opens and pink cheeks comes in. As she sees me, her face turns into a painful expression. She definitely didn't expect to find me like this. I look away from her, I don't want her to see me like this.

-Kats... What happened? Why are you crying?- She says this with a calm voice, but I know her good enough to know that she wants to kill the person that dared to make me cry. As she sees that I don't have the intention to tell her she says:

-You know that I'm here for you right? I'll always be by your side kats...- She sits down in front of me. I put a sad smile on and say with a broken voice:

-I-I-I messed e-everything up...- I say this more to myself that to her. I start crying, again, I just can't help it. I'm such an idiot. She pulls me closer to her and hugs me. I hug her back. After sometime I calm down and look at her. She looks like her... All the colours go from my face, as I remember her.

Pink cheeks looks at me worried.

-Katsuki? Are you ok?- Pink cheeks keeps looking at me. That look... That's the same look she gave me when she was worried... All of a sudden I remember something...