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JJ's POV-
"So you wanna break up with me after cheating on me twice." I said as I shrugged it of walking past her and into the drivers seat I noticed her looking up and down at me "Yeah go to the cut where you belong." She blurted out, I smiled at her with no response starting up the car "Goodbye Kiara." I smiled at her driving backwards outside the Carrea's  parking lot.

"You really are a slut." I said sticking up the middle finger outside the window not caring a dam about her anymore is what I would have done if I didn't lose feelings for her but I still do those type of feelings just don't go away but why do I still have feelings for her??

I drove to the chateau where I saw the Pogues and Sarah having a conversation with each other entertaining amongst themselves "Hey JJ!" John B shouted waving while taking a sip of the drink that was in his hand which looked liked an alcoholic beverage "He's drunk." Pope added

I scoffed heading my way to Big John's room also known as mines.

After a few minutes of laying down I heard a knock coming from the opposite side of the door.

"Can I come in?" It was a familiar voice.

"Yeah." I said revealing Pope who was holding a beer.

"You okay?" He said I could notice how soft his voice was.

"Yeah." I said lying but it wasn't believable at all seeing as Pope knew me for a long time.

I sighed after a few seconds of silence.

"We broke up Pope." I said as tears would form.

"We broke up." i said a bit more gently.

"It's gonna be okay." Pope said trying to reassure me and I just nodded smiling at the boy.

Deep down I knew it wasn't gonna be okay but I let it go.

I felt comfortable and vulnerable around Pope hes one of my best friends, I love him to death.

We heard a knock coming from outside.

"Kiara." Is what we heard after a few seconds.

We both gave confusing glances to one another before steeping our way outside to see Kiara covered in wet clothing.

"JJ." She said walking closer towards me.

I hesitantly moved further away from her.

"Can we talk?" She asked and I just nodded wiping away the tears before she could notice but not quick enough for John B.

He had a worry look on his face but I just nodded signaling him it was gonna be okay.

We entered the room and before she could sit on my bed I handed her some of my clothes that didn't had holes on them or paint.

She quickly changed in front of me but I decided to look away seeing as we're not together anymore.

"Jayge." There she goes she calls me that nickname that makes me go insane.

My heartbeat starts to rise afterwards.

"Im so sorry." She said as her eyes became wet.

Her voice began to soften.

I noticed a visible hickey on her neck, I pointed at it gaining her attention.

I chuckled knowing who placed that hickey on her neck, it should've been me.

"That was Rafe wasn't it?" I asked playing with my ring.

"Yeah." She said truthfully I just smiled at her trying to control my emotions before outbursting on her.

"What are you doing here Kie." I said looking at her eyes for the first time since we sat on the bed.

"I missed you." She said and I just looked at her with a sarcastic chuckle on my face.

"You do or you missed someone to hook up with?" I asked and she just sighed before responding.

"I missed us Jayge." She said after placing her hand on top of mines.

"Sure you did." I chuckled not believing a word she has to say.

"Get out" I said having enough of her bull crap.

"I'm not leaving at least not until we get back together." She stated and I stood there like an idiot.

"Jayge I'm sorry for cheating on you, I'm truly sorry it was just all in the moment I had no intentions hurting you I promise JJ I'd never do anything to hurt you." She explained and I stood there caring less.

After a minute of silence she stood up coming to face me.

I look away from her eyes.

"Look at me." She ordered and I did exactly that.

I looked at her eyes then her lips.

She placed a gentle hand on my cheeks.

"Ive missed us."

"I wanna go back to us being together and you not cheating on me every week." I said as my tears were rolling down my face.

"It's not gonna happen again, I promise you that Jayge." She said and I completely lost it.

I placed my lips on hers, it was a short and a passionate kiss that I can do over and over again.

————————————————————————————last part short I know :( just ran out of ideas for this story no motivation JJ shouldn't have forgave Kie so easily but I couldn't think of anything else, Sorry

WORD COUNT: 870

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