Stay away from me

Ch.1 New girl at school

It all started when Lili started her high school. She thought she is going to be invisible like she used to be at her elementary school, but little did she know that her youtube videos are going to change her life.

It was Saturday morning when Lili woke up after having a horrible nightmare. She woke up drenched in sweat and with cold flashes going through body. She had anxiety disorder after all. She took her phone to her hand and started to write everything she remembered to her notes she had as her diary. "Dear diary today I had a nightmare it was about me being in an abandoned building. I don't know how I got there but I knew for sure I was not alone. It was some kind of house which was said to be hounted. I remember seeing disturbing pictures on the wall and writings like get out or I am watching you. Then I don't remember much just that someone was chasing me it was a girl with pink hair and blue eyes. And after that I woke up with an anxiety attack" For Lili this was a lot to process because she is not used to having dreams like that, she don't dream at all or she has just a weird dreams like being on a concert or at a dance class because she is an contemporary dancer but this time it was nothing like that. After finishing her diary notes she thought it's better if she just gets up and get ready for the first day of school. She made her bad while singing her favorite song by Girl in Red "They're so pretty it hurts I'm not talking about boys I'm talking about girls..." It took her five minutes to finish, and Lili looked at her phone and realized that she has twenty minutes to get dressed and go to school. As always, she started to panic because she knows she does not have much time. Lili grabbed her clothes and she started to put it on while shouting "Fuck, Fuck.... Fuck". After all she somehow managed to do it on time. Lili grabbed her backpack and ren out where her mom was waiting in a car to give her a ride. Lili opened the car doors and welcomed her mom "Good morning mom" she said. Her mom responded with warm smile and respond" Good morning sweetie are you ready for your first day at school?" Lili smiled at her with an anxious look "Yeah mom I am ready" she said, although she was scared, and she knew that today is going to be tough. On her way to school Lili decided to do something unexpected. She decided that it's a right time to come out to her mom. "Mom, can I tell you something?" she said with a fear in her eyes. Mom responded, "Of course you can tell me everything I am your mom." Lili smiled and said" promise me you are not going to be mad" Mom responded with a little worried look "okay I promise". Lili was still a bit hesitant but here she went "Mom I'm gay, I like girls" Her mom just smiled and said" I know and it's okay." Lili was surprised by her answer, so she asked her mom "okay but how?" Her mom laughed and said "Well few months ago you left your phone unlocked and I came to your room to take your dirty laundry and I saw your phone on a ground and I decided to put it on the table and that's when I saw that there was a page called how to come out to your mom as a lesbian and that's how I knew but I didn't want to tell you because I was waiting for you to tell me but hear me out It's okay you are my daughter and I love you, but promise me that when you will have a girlfriend you will introduce me to her" She smiled as she said her last words. Lili became calmer and responded, "Ou I understand now thank you mom and I will" After this conversation there was a silence in the car but not the bad type of silence but the calm one. After five minutes her mom stopped and said "Okay we are here, have fun at school." Lili smiled and thanked her mom and left. Here she was all alone in a new school full of people she didn't know.