11th Nov, 2023
10:43The tentative nature of the kiss shifted almost immediately, as their bodies recognized the familiar taste and texture that had been absent for too long. Sasuke pushed the food trays out of the way and pressed Naruto down to the floor, his fingers fisting in the blond hair as their mouths fused together. Their bodies slid together, and the sudden contact caused them both to gasp. It was a heat that they only found in each other... no one else stirred this in them. After two years, the intensity of it slammed through them both unexpectedly.
Their hands fisted into each other's hair, and their tongues searched the familiar caverns of each other's mouths. Neither had the ability to think through what they were doing. They were just reacting, caught in the familiar vortex that each created for the other whenever they were near.
Naruto groaned and Sasuke arched up, shuddering, his brain focused only where he could feel the hardness of their cocks rubbing against each other through the fabric of their jeans. A half thought flashed across Sasuke's mind, and before he could even process it his hands were in motion, sliding under Naruto's shirt, almost ripping it off him. Panting for breath, he looking at the tattoo that swirled around his lover's abdomen. He felt his cock twitch at the sight of it, and before he even knew what he was going to do he was licking and sucking, following the lines of the pattern around the hard muscles it was etched across.
Naruto sat up, breathing hard but pulling away. Sasuke almost fell over as he tried to follow him. "Wait. Naruto's voice sounded confused and shaky.
"What?" Sasuke asked, breathlessly.
"Wait... we... wait," Naruto said, panting and slowly shaking his head as if to clear it.
Sasuke tried to get his mind to clear with too much blood focused in other parts of his body, realizing with a sinking feeling that he had made another mistake, pushing this too fast. His hands shook with the effort to stop himself from reaching out to touch his lover, to make Naruto his again on that most basic level.
"Naruto?" Sasuke looked at him, his eyes dark with passion, fighting for restraint.
"We can't... I just... protection."
Sasuke just blinked. "What?"
"Protection. Do you have a condom on you? I don't have any... I've never... brought anyone here, or anything. I don't..." Naruto trailed off.
"No, but we never used them before so..." Sasuke looked questioningly at Naruto, then felt his face flush as he realized the implications of what Naruto was saying. "What the fuck, Naruto?"
"Look, Sasuke, a lot has changed since then. You... have been with a lot of people. We can't... we can't have unprotected sex."
"What?" Sasuke said again, annoyed that he kept repeating himself, trying to get his brain back to functioning. He felt a stab of hurt at Naruto's words. He understood them, on a rational level. But emotionally, he felt rejected, and knew that in fact he had been.
"This was... a bad idea. Sasuke, we're not ready for this yet.
Sasuke felt his temper flash as he automatically reacted to cover the sting of Naruto's rejection. "I get it. This is about getting even with me. Sasuke heard the bitterness escaping, but wasn't able to stop it.
"Even? Getting even? Sasuke, this isn't a game where we're keeping score. If it were, I'd clearly be losing. I mean, I've only slept with one other person besides you in my entire life. How about you, huh? If you want me to make us even why don't you tell me how many people you fucked after you threw me out and I'll go catch up."
Sasuke couldn't help the growl that escaped. It was an empty threat, and Sasuke knew it... Naruto would never use people like that. But the words still ate into him like acid, and he couldn't hold back his visceral response. "Don't you fucking dare."
Naruto narrowed his eyes, the anger of all the hurt bubbling back up, even though he tried to fight it down. "You don't get to call the shots anymore, Sasuke. We're not married anymore, remember? Just like you wanted. You don't get to come in here now and dictate what's going to happen."
Sasuke knew he needed to get himself under control. If he ever wanted to rebuild what he had with Naruto, he had to stop this spiral right now. He took a deep breath. "You're right, in part. I don't have the right anymore to tell you what to do.
Naruto blinked in surprise of this unexpectedly rapid capitulation from Sasuke. Generally, their pattern would be to escalate to the breaking point. But Sasuke was fighting this, and Naruto realized it was because he really was sorry. Sasuke wanted to re-tie the bonds, not incinerate them. And Naruto realized that he did, too, though the thought of doing so scared the shit out of him. He had no idea if he could stay a separate person if he was back in Sasuke's life. Sasuke was just so... overwhelming. So larger than life. And Naruto had always been consumed by his obsession with him. An obsession that hadn't faded over the past two years. Could he risk it? Could he risk disappearing again into the life of his lover? Was he now strong enough to hold his own as an equal in a relationship with Sasuke... maintaining his own identity? He honestly didn't know. But looking at the open and vulnerable face of the man in front of him, he knew he didn't have a choice. He had never been able to refuse Sasuke anything. Who was he kidding to think he could start now.
Naruto blew out a breath. "I'm sorry... I didn't mean to lash out at you. I just... am still processing everything I guess. I'm not trying to jerk you around. I am just a little overwhelmed right now, I guess."
Sasuke nodded. He knew that Naruto was still angry about Sasuke's
post break-up activities. It had been more than a year since Sasuke had slept with anyone, but it didn't erase what had happened, and he knew that Naruto would take time to work through it. At least he hoped they could work through it.
He wondered how to ask about Yahiko, and whether Naruto would continue to see the man. Did he have a right to ask? Could he bear not to? "So... where are we?"
"I don't know," Naruto looked torn, and unhappy. Sasuke wished he knew the perfect thing to say to erase all the doubts and hurts, but he knew there wasn't anything.
"I should go. I think we both need time to think through everything," Sasuke got up, picking up their dinner and looking for a place to put it. Naruto took it, and set it on the couch, then walked Sasuke towards to the door.
They stood there, not sure if they should kiss goodbye, shake hands, or just... say 'see you later'.
"I'll call Kiba tomorrow morning, and come by. Maybe... I could meet you for lunch?" Naruto seemed nervous.
"Lunch would be great," Sasuke opened the door, and paused, looking the blond squarely in the eye. "But you're wrong about one thing you said, Naruto. I never filed the final divorce papers. We're still married."
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