autumn at university (MBTI story) 🍂

" The midnight drive."

(ISFJ's POV - Inspired from Style by Taylor Swift)
The whole party, i was trying to ignore him..

Not once i went closer to him, the memories from last year's winter kept creeping in.
The way he carressed me.

I wanted to forgot, but I couldn't.

The pain was deep, imagining him with someone else.
It was absuletly horrible.
When i was talking with ISFP. I let myself glance at him once or twice, feeling myself daydreaming.

When our gazes met, i quickly looked back at ISFP.
I could feel the tension in the air and I couldn't tell if I liked it, or I hated it.

When the party was over, i was feeling reliefed.

I was really drunk, and I was so excited to go home and wrap myself in my fluffy blankets.

Somehow i couldn't find ENFP, she was nowhere.
Not even in front of the bowl with candies, where i usually found her.

I was worried about her. Is she okay? Did something happened to her?

Then i walked out of the door, looking at everybody leaving.

I was standing alone, again.
" ENFP wanted me to drive you back home." (ESTP)

I heard the voice, i was absuletly terrified of and in love with.

Then i turned around, almost falling from having my vision unclear. ESTP.
" Okay.." (ISFJ)

His gaze looking me up and down slowly. ESTP was standing there, leaning against a wall. In his suit, he looked even better. His blonde hair and brown eyes, i fell in love with.

He then started walking towards his car, with me right behind him.
Then ESTP opened the door for me.

" Thank you." (ISFJ)
I said, feeling my cheeks going to a rosy colour.
He said nothing back, just went to the drivers seat. Unsually quiet.

I forgot everything i was worried about a minute ago.

He just quietly, without a word, started driving.

The night sky was dark, some stars showing, city lights in the back. The inside of the car, was nicely warm.

The watch on his hand, showing Midnight.

ESTP putted on some music to fill the awkward silence, it was one of his favourite bands. Knee Socks by Artic Monkeys.

I couldn't help but fall in love with him over and over again, contuining staring at him.

I always wanted to stop him, because I knew where it would lead. But instead I kept watching us go round and round, each time.

He keeps his eyes on the road, his hands pressing against the wheel.

I felt myself almost melt seeing his veins.

His blonde hair falling into his eyes. His black sunglasses.
I was down really bad for him.

We were really close to the dormity apartments right now.
I was losing my sanity, I didn't want this moment to end.

My drunk mind, was telling me to do something.

" I've heard, that you are going out with someone else." (ISFJ)

It was quiet for a while.

" What you heard is true, but I can't stop thinking about you and I." (ESTP)

He says, staring at me. His words lingering and echoing in my head.
I looked down for a moment, as he pulled up in front of the dormity.

" I've been there too, a few times." (ISFJ)
I look back at him, and he kisses me suddenly.

I felt it again, the thing i wanted to feel. I just wanted to be loved by him.

After a while, it ended up in the back seat.

As always, we never go out of style..
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593 words! 🫶🏻
i'm screaming, this was so fun to write!! i just love taylor swiftie; 🤭🤭
take care 🍂 !