Ayaka's harem explanation

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Seeing the nods of agreement from the entire girls of μ's, Ayaka inhaled a deep, heavy sigh, nodded her head, and then exhaled it as she began to open her mouth to explain the things regarding her relationship. While her relationship is a thing that should be kept secret, the orange-haired futanari don't have any choice since the rest of the girls in μ's have already figured it out; so it would be pointless to try to hide it anymore from them.

After all, Ayaka loves and trusts them so much, which is the same as the μ's as they also love and trust Ayaka; although they have only known each other for so long, their bonds are already strong. It's only a matter of time until their bonds become unbreakable and unshakeable. Since Hanayo, Nico, Nozomi, Honoka, and Maki love Ayaka and trust her. However, it doesn't mean that the other girls didn't feel the same with Ayaka's girlfriends since they also wanted to be hers. But, two of them felt embarrassed and shy about confessing their loves—especially to the same person—while the other two had different reasons. For Kotori, she wants to steel herself and be prepared before doing it, and Rin still feels awkward and wonders if she deserves to be loved by the person who is her childhood friend's girlfriend.

'Even if I love Ayachin, there is no way she loves me back and accepts me since she already has Kayochin. And I don't want my childhood friend's relationship ruined because of my selfishness. While polygamy and same-sex relationships have already become official in the entire world, that doesn't mean everyone would be content with that idea. Not to mention....'

She looked down at herself, from knees to the chests, and sighed inwardly. A look of sadness painted her face when some thought crossed her head.

'I am too tomboy, and Ayachin definitely doesn't want a tomboy girl like me as her other girlfriend if she is into polygamy. Kayochin is cute and girly; she is changed in a better way because of Ayachin. I can't help but feel happy seeing this, yet I also have some jealousy whenever I see them getting close and flirty to each other; I also want to be Ayachin's girlfriend.'

Hoshizora Rin's insecurity complex began to act as she started thinking things like that. It's normal for her to be like that since she was always getting teased by her classmates just because she is wearing skirts and dresses in public, causing her to stop wearing them as often, and she wore shorts or pants instead. This insecurity later grew into a complex as time passed, to the point she no longer wore skirts or dresses other than for her uniform or her idol outfits. This is also further compounded by her petite body shape.

However, after considering it again, Rin's yellow eyes peek at Ayaka, then slightly nod as she has already made up her mind. She might have some insecurity within her, but that doesn't mean she can't change, and Rin would try her best to confess her love to Ayaka as she is already prepared if she is rejected. Even though Rin knows rejection is hurt, she will and must accept it if the result doesn't go well.

After ending her train of thoughts, Rin heard Ayaka's voice when the orange-haired futanari girl started to speak. The tomboy began to listen to that carefully so she won't have to miss anything from it; even though Rin could ask Ayaka to explain it again, she didn't dare to trouble her first crush.

"You know, I... I have a harem."

Ayaka said so to them, the bomb full of truth, which caused Umi, Eli, Rin, and Kotori to be shocked when they heard what the futanari girl said. Only they have that expression on their faces, while the other girls don't show the same kind of expression. However, the most shocked people are Umi and Eli, while Rin and Kotori have starry eyes on them as if they have some hopes in that sentence. Because Rin and Kotori don't mind sharing their crush with each other. They are also waiting for this chance to open the path of confessing their love to Ayaka.

While Rin and Kotori already take what they heard from Ayaka well, it's different for Umi and Eli since they still took some time to digest the sudden, shocking information they've listened to and received from their crush. Although it is wrong in morals, and they should be against it, Umi and Eli didn't disagree about the idea of sharing Ayaka with others. They just need the time to fully understood what is going on and calm themselves before speaking about it.

After checking their reactions and confirming them, Ayaka cleared her throat, then continued what she said.

"And because of that, few girls are in a relationship with me. As I always said, I love you all, not only on a friendship level but.... Something further than that. Hana-chan and my other girlfriends have already given me permission as they are content with it. If she isn't agreed with my idea, especially if I have already convinced her several times, which is not, I would abandon the harem thing."

They listened quietly when Ayaka said all those. While having a harem sounds ridiculous, and not many do that since it's hard to manage, Umi, Eli, Kotori, and Rin understand that since their crush has said it with a serious and genuine tone. It is also not helping because many people who want harem, men or women, always have as the reason.

However, they know that Ayaka isn't that kind of person, as she genuinely cares about her friends and possibly her harem; that is proved by the fact that Ayaka tells them about her relationship situation with so much sincerity. She could lie or deceive them but chose not to since Ayaka trusted them and willing to share this little secret.

"And, that is basically my relationship situation, so you can probably guess who the people that become my girlfriends aside from Hana-chan are."

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