I don't really remember when it really all started
All i remember is the sensation i would feel after eating
The burning fluids seeping up my throat.
The feeling of having the need to push it all out.
All i do remember is the popping pain i would feel throughout my lengthy limbs
How it felt like air was trying undo my puzzle of a body.
All i do remember is the feeling of losing awareness
feeling like I'm floating on clouds
feeling like I'm spinning while at a stand still
Seeing your light fade into darkness as you try to rise.
Have you ever felt that so young?
Four, five, six, seven, or eight?
Dealing with all of this now is hard, but i feel my inner child had it worse.
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PoetryI've had to deal with feelings and pain that most don't for most or all of my life. Join me on my journey coping with a chronic Illness through writing.
