hold you in my arms - Forever!

the struggles

Seokjin kept on coming back at Jk's room. The younger was still in state of shock, he doesn't talk or reacts.. he don't eat.. he don't smile..

Only Tae can make him eat some foods and drink his meds.. Tae stays beside him, most of the time Seokjin was trying to feed him but Jk ignoring him or throwing away the trays of the foods or the meds which Seokjin is trying to gave him..

Until Seokjin gave up and choose to stay at the corner watching Tae taking care of his best friend.Sometimes, Seokjin will stand behind the wall while Tae trying to talk to his best friend. The boy hates him so bad!

Seokjin knows it. And he can't do anything about it, he can only watch from a far.. he can't stay close.. at least only when he's awake..

Because most of the time Seokjin would sleep beside his bed or anywhere inside his room.. he can talk to him -
Only when the boy was sleeping..
He cleans him and change his pajamas while Jk was under his meds..

Seokjin never left him at night.. when he walked outside his room , the man monitored him through the CCTV.. although he assigned Yoongi and Hoseok to watch him  and monitor him 24/7..
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Several weeks later...

"How was he?"
He asked Tae, the young man was about to close the door of Jk's room..

" he's improving hyung.. this morning he smiled at me when I told him looks a lot better now.. "

Seokjin breathes and smiled at him..

"Good to hear that.. thank you for taking care of him Taehyung.. you're a good friend!"

When Seokjin was about to leave, Taehyung told him..

" and you're a good man Hyung! You will always be.. thanks for your patience.. please don't get tired of my best friend, promise me you will never give up on him -
No matter how he shu you away.. please stay with him"

Seokjin stopped and turned to look at the boy..

"I promise -
I won't!"

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The delivery of the fresh tiger lilies which is Jk's favorite flowers used to become a routine in the mansion..

Seokjin himself receiving and arranging the flowers every single day before Jk woke up every mornings..

Seokjin never leaves the mansion..
He stays and worked from home..
Securing the vicinity of the place 24/7..

But with all these efforts Jk never acted the same with him again..

Everytime he sees the man, Jungkook will throw the flower vases or scream courses..  he will eventually loosen appetite or become angry .

Seokjin was used to it. He tried hard to hide himself so Jk won't be mad..

After months of being quiet..

When Jk start talking again he always blame Seokjin.. all he knows was..

"He's there! He's watching! All he did was watched him raped me! He's there!!!! I've seen him!!! He watched me!!! I hate him!! I hate him!!!"

Seokjin could hear him screaming almost everytime he sees him..
And all he could do is to hide and cry at his room.. but he never drunk.. he don't want to get drunk .. because at the end of the day he will return to his room sat at the corner and watch him sleeping.

After a year,

Tae help his best friend to live his life again.. they go out and shop and scroll. And live the life like they used to be..
Tae and Jimin accompanying him  all the time..

With the full force of Seokjin's army..
Tae and Jimin knows, but Jungkook know nothing about them.. he doesn't want any of the man connected to Seokjin around them since then.. 
And they moved out of Seokjin's Mansion.

Seokjin buy them an apartment packed with all the CCTV on every corners of the apartment and he buy almost all the property near the apartment so his army could stay there like the usual neighborhood.

And Seokjin stays at the hotel Infront of the apartment occupied by the three..

"Jk I brought you some pizza , bottles of banana milk and fruits.. so you can eat after you're home school"

"Thank you Chim! What can I do without the 2 of you!"

That's when Tae entered the living room..

" nope! What can we do without Jin hyung!"-

What Tae said made Jungkook stop from scrolling on his computer and turn to look at them..

"What did you say??"

Thankfully Jimin quickly catching Tae's  words..

"Yeah ! What can you do without me! Your Jim hyung!!!"

He Said grabbing Tae on the shoulder and punching him on it!

"Yeah! I love you hyung! You're the best!"

Jungkook watched them but stays quiet..

" ah! Baby I'm so tired can you prepare a hot bath for me? Let's go .. I bought some essential oils,  come take a pick "

Jimin changing the topics.. they excuses themselves and runaway from the questioning looks ok their friend..

Meanwhile Seokjin whose the only one who has the monitor at Jk's room .. 
Watching how Jungkook changed his mood upon mentioning his name..

But the sudden act of the boy made Seokjin's heart ached..

Jungkook suddenly stand up, went to the door and locked it before throwing his body on the bed .. laying under his tummy..

Seokjin adjusted the volume..

Jungkook's shoulders shaken abruptly..

The boy cries out..

" hyung! Why did you do that!?..
Why did you let them hurt me??..
And why??..

Why I ....

Why I still love you!?.."

JK's cries made Seokjin's heart shattered..

But after some moments Jungkook slowly stops from crying..

The way he turned his face at the hidden cam.. like he's looking at the person at the monitor..

Seokjin's heart raced-

"All this time.. all you do ..

Is watch me..

Coward!"