Miss Masungit

Chapter Five - Timorous Girl

After nung pinasuspend yung school ay syempre nag wait na muna ako kasi maulan alangan. Wala eh biglang lumakas yung ulan kaya pano ako makakauwi nito.

I waited para kumalma yung ulan somehow kasi hirap na mababasa yung uniform ko. But I am not a type of person na mabilis magkasakit sa ulan kahit malakas pa man na ulan ang nabuhos tapos naulanan ako hindi naman ako magkakasakit niyan.

I am a strong person guys.

Paunti at paunti umaalis na ang mga classmates ko and ayun hanggang sa yung mga close ko na lang yung natitira. 

And upuan niya ay nasa may pintuan malapit doon, eh ako naman nasa pinaka dulo kaya wala sad girl ako kasi hindi ko siya nakikita ng husto. Kaya since wala naman ring tao na ganun kadami pumunta ako sa may pintuan. Yes girl papansin ako oo na wala akong pake gusto ko rin naman na makita niya ako ay aba sayang ganda ko.

I was like standing there in a position that seems I am leaning to the side of the door. I was just like half looking at the outside while still slightly looking at her.

I can see that she was being entertained by the great Prairie Ador. She seems laughing and all about talking to something that catches her attention. 

From that moment I was kind of thinking of how can I start a conversation with this little girl I've been liking.

Hmmm....

Quite hard to think since I barely see her talk to any other classmates in our class aside from her two friends Prairie and Kent. Wala eh mga shy type rin kaibigan niya so ganyan rin siya shy type rin. Sa shy type na mukha niya mukang inosente na rin na tao. 

I was really battling against myself whether I should talk to her or just do nothing and make her thing that after confession I will just act as if nothing happened. 

Nakakahiya kasi punyemas naman oh.

Buyset.

I cannot.

Help me Lord, Amen.

Napa pikit na lang ako ng mariin saking mga mata kasi hindi ko pa talaga kaya makipag usap sakanya ng ganun ka dire-diretso. I just really cant and I dont want to bother Avery  talking to Prairie. Nakakahiya naman eh. Yes ako pa may ganag mahiya over my very much makapal face.

I was wondering still kung bakit hindi pa siya umaalis since minutes had passed by nandito pa rin siya sa school.

Oh my gosh hinihintay niya ba ako? 

Haha very funny to say by assumera person.

Oo na assumera na ako in different perspective of my life.

Ay mali hinihintay niya pala sundo niya. How dumb of me to think na hinihintay niya ako paka galing ko naman talaga mag assume, mali mali pa.

She step in their car and when she was about to close it I shouted 'goodbye' which hopefully she heard me even though she was kind of far away from where I was standing right now. Well I was shy siyempre nakakahiya rin naman siya ihatid sa kotse nila.

Ano soon na lang.

I went home too after she already got home. 

She texted me first...

"Lakas mo maka
chat ha tas sa f2f tumitingin lang"

"I even said
goodbye nga tapos ingat"

"Hindi ko narinig eh"