my celebrity crush Billie eilish

chapter 10

Mid last night I was admiring her sleep and she woke up and called me a weirdo and jokingly laughed she then she turned around  and when I woke up he hand was my waist h could believe we were a couple and I know it's so impossible because she's Billie freaking eilish but God a girl can dream I was going to go make some breakfast and I'll try to get off the bed Billie pulled me back closer to her making my whole face heat up she looked up at me with doe eyes making me want to fu- let me cut off my thoughts ....she didn't say anything she just looked at me she looks from my left eye to my lips to my right eye it was making me so nervous and turned on " you look so pretty" she finally you literally look pretty all the time I told her she laughed " I was going to make you breakfast, but you pulled me back in the bed" we both laughed" just order something" Billie said

No, I already forced you to stay here last night The least I can do is make you breakfast I told her we both laughed

I'm serious order something I can cook for you next week when I get back in town Billie said

When are you leaving town? I asked. " i'm leaving tonight around nine. I got a show in Pittsburgh."  Billie said

"Hey yk I feel like I've know you forever is that weird "Billie asked

"Not rlly but if I'm being honest it feels like I've but known you for forever and not just in a fan way just in like the last couple of week I feel like Ik so much an and I feel rlly close to you " I say

"You know what's funny how we talked all last night and every time weee tg we just talk and I love  it so much I don't think I have ever talked this much not even wit any of my boyfriends or my best friends idk it feels like we're like bffs or some maybe we should be you can be on of my bffs if you want i all I already have Zoe and now I have you " Billie said

Bffs ?? I mean yea we already act like it we both laughed

The thought of being best friends wit Billie sound s amazing if I were not completely in love wit her and every time I see see Billie out wit friends and shit she is touching is some way you can tell her love language is physical touch and I don't know if I can handle being physically touched by her which I know sounds insane but I rlly don't care I was beginning to think maybe she liked me cs she blushes a lot but he'll she just asked me to be her best so if that's all over maybe it's for the best cs Ik it will never happen so beings friends wit her could maybe help

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Hey sorry for this bad chapter it's getting better and yes I'm m going to be uploading 2-4 times a week idk wtv I write m putting out leave ideas in the comments