"... I missed you." Joshua almost whispered trying to hold back all his emotions.
Seungcheol noticed something was different and judging the air in the room he looked at Beomgyu, "Let's leave them alone. Come on, I have to buy some things for him, his new meds as well. Let's take a walk." And Beomgyu nodded.
With one last look at his brother, whom he had never seen so desperate, Beomgyu left with Seungcheol.
Meanwhile in the room, Joshua and Jeonghan were both by themselves.
"Jeonghan, suprised how I know your name? (laughs sadly) I found out the next day. I was so angry that day that I promised myself that I would never let myself cry for you again. I also hoped we never met. But see now.. I am the one who has returned back to you and you, you who didn't even know me has now also forgotten that night we spent together." Joshua was still holding back his tears.
He slowly grabbed Jeonghan hands and held it in both his hands delicately as if it would break if handled roughly.
"You know Han, at first because I was angry, I never thought about you. But you were there, you were always there in my heart, my life, everywhere. Then I went to the States for studying further. I didn't want to go leaving you here, because I was scared you would fall for someone else who's not me. But then I remembered you loved Mingyu and maybe you won't love anyone else. That's what I told myself.
College was fine. I missed you, and missed you badly. So after 4 years when I was back, the first thing I did was try to find you. I ordered my assistant to find you no matter how, while I worked hard so that nobody including my parents would have anything against me if I slacked a bit. I finally remembered. If you loved Mingyu at that point, maybe Mingyu must have known about it.. If not that, atleast he must have known you from college. And guess what he did.." Joshua now let his tears fall freely smiling.
"Han, if I pursue you again, would you give me a chance? It's okay if you don't. I will try hard to make you feel my love, my sincerity.. But please wake up.." Joshua held his head against Jeonghan's hand and lied there..
Not long after Joshua felt some movement, so he lifted his head up to see Jeonghan staring at him.
"Han, are you awake? Let me call the doctor." Joshua said and was getting up, but Jeonghan held his hand and stopped him.
Joshua looked back at him and smiled. "Don't worry, I won't leave you alone." He told Jeonghan, but little did Joshua know that the next thing that he would hear would stab him in his heart..
"Who are you?" Jeonghan asked him with a frown on his face.
Joshua was visibly hurt, but still managed to smile. "Han, I'm your friend. You might not remember me. Doctor said you have lost your memories. But that's fine. My name is Joshua Hong. We went to same college where we became friends." Joshua lied with a straight face.
"I'm sorry, Han. But I can't let you go now that I have found you. I'm sorry." Joshua thought in his mind.
"Oh, okay. Fine. Where is Seungcheolie? Why did he leave me alone here with you?" Jeonghan asked him and Joshua went and sat besides him.
"When I came in to see you, your doctor was here too. Seems like he prescribed some new meds so, your friend has gone to get them." Joshua told him when he himself didn't know where the both had gone.
"Okay." Was all Jeonghan replied before he got down from the bed. Joshua was alarmed now.
"Wait, where are you going? Tell me, I will get if you need anything." Joshua tried to stop Jeonghan.
"You, step behind. Don't come close to me. Or I will hurt myself." Jeonghan threatened and Joshua noew panicked.
"Seungcheol, Beomgyu where the hell are you guys, I can't handle Han like this. If I provoke him unintentionally, it might go bad. Please come soon." Joshua mentally begged.
What was worst that when earlier Jeonghan had an episode, the nurses had forgotten to take back the syringes. And the tray was unfortunately lying on Jeonghan's side and Joshua happened to not notice it before. Seungcheol had to run down to get Joshua after Jeonghan was given some meds to sleep, so even he didn't realise the tray was there.
"Han, come here, take my hand will you? I will take out from here. I know you don't like it here. I will take you far away from here. Okay?" Joshua said and extended his arm.
Please take my hand, Han. Please..
Jeonghan first looked at his face, then his hand. When Joshua smiled at him, he tried to extend his hand up slowly.
But just then as if he was told not to, he laughed and said, "Do you think I'm a fool? Do you think I don't understand what you're trying to do? I know you aren't my friend. I have only one friend, Choi Seungcheol. So step back." Jeonghan warned him again and then to Joshua's worst luck, Jeonghan's other hand fell on the tray while he was trying to move back.
And Joshua happened to see what was in that tray. He closed his eyes and then opened them slowly only to see Jeonghan holding the syringe in his hand.
"No Han, don't do it.. Give that to me Han. Be good okay?" Joshua told him in a more warm voice.
Jeonghan didn't seem to listen to him and he raised his hand with the syringe up. Joshua's eyes went wide in realization. There was no way he would let Jeonghan do anything stupid in front of him and so he rushed ahead to stop Jeonghan.
Just then Seungcheol and Beomgyu walked in through the door. Seungcheol dropped everything down on the floor and rushed while asking Beomgyu "Press the emergency button there on the wall" and Beomgyu did without wasting time.
But they were still late and blood splashed over Seungcheol's face, Jeonghan's face and Joshua's clothes. Both Jeonghan and Joshua stayed still without moving. Seungcheol was in shock.
Beomgyu stopped in tracks as he saw this scene unfold in front of him. The doctor and nurses rushed in and they stood im shock as well.
Joshua had hugged Jeonghan when he tried to. So he slowly let go of Jeonghan and then smiled as lovingly as he could while looking straight in his eyes.
Jeonghan was looking at him too, but when Joshua said, "I.. love.. you.. Han" Jeonghan seemed to remember something and his eyes went wide.
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The Unforgotten Night | JIHAN FF | COMPLETED
Fiksi PenggemarJeonghan and Joshua meet each other at the farewell party of their college. Neither of the both had seen each other anytime during the college. Jeonghan had a crush on the campus hunk, Mingyu who had a crush on Wonwoo and vice versa. But Jeonghan's...