High school sweethearts

XXIX

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EVANGELINE
CHAPTER TWENTY NINE
•I MISSED YOU•

SHE looked at me like I was crazy. "I missed you." And maybe I was. But it was time. I needed to see her, to really apologize. And I knew I could've just knocked on her door, but would she have answered? I think we all know the answer to that. "What are you doing here?" She asked, then looking at Mavis and Nadia.

"I told you. I missed you." I said, she shook her head. "You knew what I told you the day you left. I kept my word." She sighed. "Why not just knock dummy. I thought a real intruder was in here." Nadia said, rolling her eyes.

"As much as I love you guys, I want to talk to her only." I said, Mavis gagged and rolled her eyes, grabbing Nadia's hand and leaving. I stared at Cilla and she stared at me. "How have you been?" I asked her, she shrugged. "Good."

I hummed. "Why did you break into my home?" She asked, I looked down at my hands and back at her. "Would you have let me in?" She stayed silent and I nodded. "My point exactly."

"Well what would you want me to do? Huh? Get on my hands and knees and kiss your feet because you came back?" She asked, I chuckled. "Touché."

Cilla looked so beautiful, from her black her, to her Sandals. She was the only woman I wanted, the only one I needed. "This isn't time for jokes. I left for multiple reasons."

She doesn't think I know that? It's been a year, I would've assumed she would be ready to talk. "Talk to me how you feel then. About everything that happened." I said, crossing my legs.

"I don't want to, especially with you." I nodded. "I get that. But I want to know how you feel."

She scoffed at me. Damn, she gained a bitchy attitude. "I feel angry right now. That my ex girlfriend showed up at my house, better yet, broke into my house."

"Actually, the landlord let me in." I shrugged, she rolled her eyes. "You think I care? You didn't have my permission to come in." She said.

"Shall I ask again, would you have let me in?"

She groaned. "And you think I still want to talk to you now if I did?! I left you for reasons, I ran away for reasons. If I wanted to talk to you I would've let you know. Instead you act as if you're some god and can do whatever the hell you want."

I let her take her anger out. But she's getting on my nerves. "Let's be adults about this, let's not try and run away now." I said, she scoffed. "I came back because I love you. Because we can work what happened between us out. We had found our way back to one another before, and I miss you. I've always missed you."

"You should've thought about that when my parents made you watch me just so you can get out of your own shit." She shrugged, I licked my teeth and nodded. "How was your day?" I asked, smiling.

I looked at mark and he sighed and shook his head. "Really? How was my day? well let's see, my ex from high school came back to me after we tried dating, but turns out my ex had sketchy shit going on, and she made an agreement with my dead parents, who got killed by my ex's fathers worker. We break up, she stalked me, and broke into my home to ask me how I was doing...it's not going great."

She stood up and sighed. "Get out." She told me, but I stayed right where I was. This was not how I planned this in my head. I planned to talk this through with her and cuddle with her and finally be able to sleep. But no. She hated me, she hates me.

She wants nothing to do with me. Did I screw up that badly? To not have the love from the love of my life? Maybe I shouldn't have intruded and I should've knocked. "Eva, are you listening to me? I said are you okay?" My head was spinning, my body was shaking.

What was happening to me? Why did I feel this way? I was seeing two of Cilla and man, they still looked beautiful. "F..fuck." I muttered, standing up. My vision was blurry and there were tears clouding up my vision. It was hard to breathe I feel like my chest closed up.

"Evangeline?" Mark asked, but I could barely hear him. I started walking, and my vision was going in and out. "I'm fine." I said, but it didn't feel like it. It felt as if my world and blown up, it felt as if nothing I was doing was right. "Sit down." Cecilia said, I shook my head.

"I'm fine. Just don't touch me." I said, stumbling to sit back down. I looked at mark. "Is it happening again?" I asked, he nodded.

"Could you go get a cold cup of water please?" He asked Cecilia. Now this was embarrassing. I am making a complete fool out of myself. Who was I? What kind of person am I to have a panic attack over someone?

Not just someone, but the love of my life. I hurt her and I lost her forever. "It's okay, Ev." I shook my head. It's not that I wanted to cry, it just sort of happened. I heard Cecilia come back in. "What's wrong with her?"

"She's having a panic attack." This was embarrassing. This was the last thing I expected to happen. This panic attack shit, started after Cilla left, except I was on the floor, in the dark, with my eyes closed. Mark had walked in on me and helped me.

What mob boss cries like this? "I can walk." I said, I really couldn't. But I wanted to leave. Nothing was going away but I needed to leave. She couldn't see me like this. I didn't want her to. "Is it okay for her to leave?" She asked.

"No it's not. But she's stubborn and probably embarrassed by this. Plus we don't want to intrude any longer." I stood up and started walking, ignoring the two girls sitting by the counter. I didn't even say good bye to Cilla.

This night turned out wrong. But I saw her in person today. But I also got rejected by her. Why has my life come to this?

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The way I would want to bury myself alive if that happened to me. Anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed! Make sure to comment and vote!