Daze And Confused

I'm Not Okay

*Jeremiah's POV*

The moment Alice walked in I fell back onto the floor. "Whats going on...?" I looked at Alice, then at Daniel. Thats when Jenni, The warden a.k.a Alice's mother walked in and took Alice to her office.

I walked to the door and slowly closed it then faced Daniel. "I can't do this anymore Daniel." He looked at me with confusion in his eyes. "What..what do you mean...?" I couldn't handle it. I knew what he wanted from me, but I couldn't give that to him. My heart is set on Emi. Only Emi. The ONLY person I'll ever love.

I started to walk away until Daniel grabbed me by my shoulders and faced me to look at him. "Jeremiah.. please.. stay with me.." I grabbed his hands and put it down by his sides. "Daniel, I love Emi. ONLY Emi. She's the only person I'll ever love. I just.. I can't with you. I can't.."

Tears started to form in his eyes and they were filled with pain. I hated the fact that I had to leave him that way, but I had to. I opened the door and walked out. I took a left then a right and walked straight into my room. I stood there and started playing A Day To Remember. Once again, I felt like nothing.

*Daniel's POV*

I stood there. I could hear my heart break into a million pieces. What was I thinking? Jeremiah? Love me? No way.. no. I started to walk to my bed. I pet Jer Jer and soon he went to sleep.

I stood there still, looking out the window. I grabbed my chair and threw it out the window. I grabbed my desk and flipped it over. I started to punch the walls over and over. There were about 5 holes in 10 different spots.

My knuckles were bleeding, I started to scream. Nurse Nami walked in and I punched her. She fell to the floor. I was so enraged. How could he do this? It was gonna be me and him! I was so stupid!

I grabbed the hidden scissors I had taped under my desk and stabbed Nurse Nami in the heart. I looked at her straight in the eye, I could see the light from her eyes go away and watch as she takes her last breathe. I started to stab her over and over again.

I wouldn't stop, stabbing wound after stabbing wound I wouldn't stop. I stood up, covered in her blood and looked up. Nurse Parker had been watching me.

I threw the scissors out the window, licked the blood from my lips and looked straight at Nurse Parker. "What? Never seen a Psychopath before?" Before she could say anything, I tackled her to the floor. Thats when I fell over onto my back. I looked onto my side and saw myself bleeding.

The gun shot wound hasn't healed, and I was losing blood and my breathe from all the things I was doing. I stood up, ran to the health aid center. I made my way in, looked at Nurse Peterson and had fallen to the floor. Once again, I passed out.

I opened my eyes one more time, to see Jeremiah there looking at me, then turning around and walking away.

Whats a angel like you do with a devil like me?

^quote from Sixx AM credits go to them also the song Jeremiah had sang to Daniel in the chapter before credits go to Sixx AM as well.

~Mikey1981Creed
~Evan_Peters_is_Bae