Bad Blood// Damon Salvatore

Family issues🩸

Triger warning: SA

Aisha's pov:

Damon tried to calm me down and begged me to let him explain

"Go Damon. I don't want you inside my house" u'd think i was screaming at him but I wasn't. I was speaking normally.

I'm not angry at him,I'm disappointed

And that's way worse

Stefan grabbed Klaus and got him out of my house,leaving me and Damon alone

I sat down on one of the last stairs in my living room

He came closer to me trying to get me to listen to him

"I don't wanna hear it" i said without even looking at him

"But i wanna say it" he said

I looked up to him

"Aisha. I've lived 172 years and yet it never felt long. But the 8 years i spend away from u.... Those years felt like forever" he was looking into my eyes

Suddenly i felt tears running down my cheeks

I don't know what to think

"I know it was a selfish thing to do. I know that" he mumbled "But I needed you to come back. Desperately"

I tried to say something back but nothing came out of my mouth.

My mom and i never got along. I'm not sad she's dead or mad that Damon killed her. I just wanted to get the chance to say goodbye,tell her all  the terrible things i've been holding inside all those years,maybe even hear an apology.

I wanted to do this on my own terms. Now she's not here. I can't punish her or get the apology i've wanted for so long.

And it's all because of Damon

I started crying and he held me inside his arms

I pushed back and started punching his chest

"Let it all out baby"

"Damon shut the fuck up" I screamed " don't u understand? You took away my only chance  to get closure"

"I understand..."

"No u don't! I needed that apology Damon,I needed to hear her say "I should've believed you i'm sorry Aisha" I explained in between sobs

"I'm..." he clearly didn't know what to say

I just kept looking at him

After a few minutes of complete silence, he finally said something

"Do you wanna talk about it?" He asked

"Talk about what?"

"Your mom,your family"

"There's not much to say" I hesitated 

"I wanna hear it"

"Well u know im adopted." I tried to say completely calm,talking like we're discussing this week's reality shows "They adopted me when i was 8. My dad was a vampire,he turned me even tho I didn't want it blah blah blah...10 years ago he started s*xually assaulting me....he was raping me Damon" i cried "when I finally found the courage to tell my mom,she didn't believe me and called me a delusional liar. When my dad got killed,she was convinced i did it. She told me,and I quote,i'll make your life a living nightmare and she kept that promise. So that's why i had to run away,i had to hide from her"

He took a few seconds to process all those things

"Well,at least now I don't feel guilty for killing her" he mumbled

"Damon come on" I almost laughed

He got all serious again and held my hand

"Do you know who killed him?" He looked into my eyes "your dad?"

"No" i said "i dont"