Hidden Life

11

Few Days Later
Jimin's POV

Ten days it's been ten days since I've left Italy and came back to Korea with my family. Ten days since I've left my kids and Enzo. I wish I didn't do it but I had no choice I couldn't let my brother die it just wasn't an option for me and I really wish Enzo would have realized that.

"Jimin baby you need to stop you've been in here for hours every single day and when did you dye your hair blonde." my mom said to me as she came in the training room. "Eomma I'm fine I just need to not think about the kids that's all I'm trying to do and I did it last night." I said to her as I was hitting the punching bag.

"Are you sure this is just about the kids and not Enzo?" she asked me. And then I stopped with the punching bag and turned and looked at her. "This isn't about him." I said to her as I took my gloves off.

"Then what is it about because I can tell that this is about him because you can't even say his name." she said to me. "Eomma I'm fine really so you don't need to check on me because there's nothing to check on." I said to her.

"Jimin your father said that you can be vulnerable and you need to be because you lost a baby you left your kids and you left your husband just so you can make sure San didn't die and you also knew you were getting cheated on but never said anything." she said to me.

"Are we still having that family meeting today?" I asked her. "Yes but Jimin cry yell I don't know do something because you can keep bottling up your pain because then you will finally break and the last time you broke down fully was when Chan died and you know how that was." she said to me.

"I need to go and change." I said to her. So then I left her in the training room because I really didn't need a therapy session on my life because I'm dealing with it out like how I wasn't to deal with it.

"The fuck is that?" I asked myself because I heard someone knock at my door. "Come in." I said to them and it was Yeosang and Hoogjoong. "What's the matter?" I asked them and they looked at each other.

"It's actually not us but it's you." Yeosang said to me. "Did my mother send you in here?" I asked them. "Your brothers did." Yeosang said to me. "Well go back downstairs and tell my brothers that I said I'm fine and I don't need anyone to talk to." I said to them.

"But you're not fine and you know it Jimin so why won't you admit that?" HongJoong asked me and I was just taking deep breaths so I wouldn't say anything I would regret. "Like I said I'm fine so please just leave me alone because there's nothing wrong with me." I said to them.

"That's not what everyone else thinks though so you need to talk Jimin." Hongjoong said to me. "Please just get out." I said to them. "No because Jimin we are family and family sticks together and tells each other things so just talk to us." Yeosang said to me.

And I ignored him. "You can't keep things in like this and you know it because Chan would always tell you things like that." Yeosang said to me and then I snapped. "GET THE FUCK OUT NOW!" I yelled at them.

Because out of all things Yeosang could have said he decided to bring up Chan. "Jimin he didn't mean it in a bad way." Hongjoong said to me. "I DONT CARE NOW GET THE FUCK OUT OR ELSE I WILL FORGET WHO YOU BOTH ARE TO ME AND KILL YOU!!" I yelled at them.

"You're proving my point right Jimin because you know that the way you are acting that even Chan wouldn't like this." Yeosang said to me. And at that point I pulled a gun out and had it against his throat.

"Bring my brother up again and you're dead." I said to him and then I heard the door swing open. "JIMIN WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?" San yelled at me as he pushed me back from Yeosang.