Hidden Life

12

Couple Weeks Later
Luca's POV

I was currently sleeping but I was having a nightmare that very much did happen. "It's my fault." I said to myself. "I should have been faster." I said to myself. "This is because of me." I said to myself.

"I'm sorry." I said to myself. "I should have protected her it's my fault." I said to myself. "Amira." I said to myself. "Amira." I said to myself.

"AMIRA!!" I yelled as I woke up. "It's my fault it's all my fault." I said to myself. "Luca what's the matter?" my mom asked me as him and my papa came in my room. "It's my fault mama it's all my fault." I said to him.

"It's not your fault so stop blaming yourself none of this is your fault." he said to me as he sat on the bed with me. "Stop lying to me you blame me I know you do." I said to him. "Luca your mother or me don't blame you for what happened." my papa said to me.

"YES YOU DO!!" I yelled at them as I stood up. "Luca calm down." my mom said to me. "She will never be the same because of me all because of me." I said to him as I was crying. "It's not your fault it's not I promise if anything blame me but stop blaming yourself." my mama said to me.

"It's my fault." I said to him. "No it's not it's not your fault." he said to me as he was trying to get me to calm down. "I failed my little sister so bad I failed her so bad."
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The Day Before

Right now I was with my family in my dad's office so we could talk about how to get Amira back. "We can't just storm in there without a plan that's a suicide mission." my papa said to my mama.

"Me and you both know what the Amato's do to their enemies especially girls so I don't care about not having a real plan we need to get Amira out of there." mama said to him. "Jimin think with your head not your heart." my grandfather Seung said to him.

"Well appa I'm sorry that when it comes to one of my kids getting taken I can't be as heartless as you." my mother said to him. "Jimin that's not what appa is trying to make you do he just wants you to think properly." My Uncle Hwa said to him.

"Like how properly you were thinking when your daughter got taken?" my mother asked him and then my Aunt Hoonjong walked out the office. "You need to watch the things you say Jimin." My Uncle Hwa said to him as he walked out the office.

"Jimin your family is right because this is the first time I've seen you get like this so put you're feelings to the side and use your head because if you don't you're going to operate a suicide mission." My Aunt Gina said to him and he didn't say anything.

But in all honesty I get why my mom is acting like this because all he ever wanted since him and papa told me and Amira about what they do is how he only wanted us to be safe so with this whole Amira thing it makes me feel like it's my fault.

"Luca." my dad said my name. "Yes sir?" I asked him. "I asked you have the Amato's been in contact with you since they have taken Amira?" he asked me. "Alexander has been calling here and there but he never brings up Amira." I said to him.

"They were using you." My Uncle San said to me. "What do you mean San?" my mom asked him. "At the time they took Luca and made him apart of their family and was when they knew everyone in the family was against him so just having him was already a distraction to get Amira." he said to him.

"We really should start killing the whole family of people." my mom said to my dad. "Or to begin with you and papa should have never killed Alexander whole dad's side of the family." I said to them. "Luca you weren't there so you don't know why we had to kill them." my dad said to me.