So on Tuesday my crush wasnt at school but I was and the entire first half of the day my friends A and R kept teasing me abt it lol. Friend A keeps calling him my "boo-thang" and keeps making kissing gestures with her hands lol. Later on Tuesday my crush and I called just because I was bored and he was playing a game called ark survival or smthn with his roomate and he was talking to his roomate and said smthn like "can we use them to grind levels" and I, wanting to make a joke and only focused on the "grind levels" part, said "who did you name levels". It was meant to be a joke, he said grind levels, as if it's grinding on someone named levels, so I said whos levels. Does that make sense? It does? Great, he responded "you if you want"...
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When I say I immediately dropped everything I was holding, I mean it, I was drawing when he said it and I dropped the pencil I was holding and I was also holding paper, I dropped that too. He ended up laughing and asking me "you okay over there?".
Then on Wednesday my crush was at school but I wasn't, so we ended up calling again when he got back from school. The purpose this time being to help him get work done, and we ended up calling off and on all day.
The thing where one my crush is absent but I'm not, and then the next I'm absent but he's not, has actually happened before this school year. And we do usually call at least one of the two days
He has a party on Saturday because his 18th birthday is Saturday, it's Thursday currently, I can't wait till Saturday. I still have to pick out what I'm going to wear, I'm probably gonna have to wash it too, so that's laundry. But I have to make sure it's casual, but still looks good but is still my style. So I'm thinking my brown cargo-ish khaki-ish pants (idk wtf they're called but they're tight and I like them) with maybe a black or orange shirt, maybe a red one since his favorite color is red, but idk. And I want to wear my yellow hoodie so I know I'm going to have to wash that, so yeah definitely laundry, damn it. I'm also making a shit ton of small paper stars to completely and perfectly fill a very small basket of mine, to give to him on his birthday, I already asked him about it and he said that it sounds like something he would save. So far I have 113 stars, 20-25 white, white+black, and yellow stars, 45-55 red stars of various shades, and 43-53 black/gray stars. His favorite colors are black and red
