Back to December (Austin Mahone)

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Mallorys POV

"What's up NewYork!" I shouted in the microphone smiling at the crowd chanting my name.

I started singing "The Way" I was feeling confident in my tight pink glitter skirt and black leather crop top. Then my manager made me wear black heels.

I looked out at the crowd which made me love what I was doing. This is what it's all about, i thought to myself.
Fans that I met before the show have came from all over to see me, it made me feel special, like everything was meant to be.

I was looking out at the crowd and I saw nothing but smiles and moving lips singing along to my songs.

I was in the middle of singing "Love Me Harder " That's when I noticed one specific person in the crowd, Jack. I smiled even more and then I remembered the horrible things I did to him while he was gone.

Austin and I haven't talked too much about that night even though we both agreed It was one of the best.

I saw Jack dancing and singing to all my lyrics. Jack made me feel so carefree and he made me laugh. He's such a sweetheart too, how could I do this to him.

I walked off stage and wished Austin the best of luck he smiled getting prepared and hyped for the show.

I got a text from Jack
Meet me in the parking lot

I smiled and quickly walked outside trying to avoid fans from noticing me.

"Jack!" I shouted running into his arm. "What are you doing here?" I smiled taking in his scent.

"We were passing through here and I had to stop to see my babygirl." "You did amazing up there! You look gorgeous." He laughed realizing his sentences were just running on.

He stopped talking and pressed his lips on mine. This time I didn't feel sparks. I began to panic on the downlow. When I fluttered my eyes open I noticed Austin across the Parking lot, he hung his head and walked back in the venue.

"Jack we have to go!" Some real big guy shouted at him. I assumed it was his manager.

"I'll be back tomorrow. I love you." He whispered planting a kiss on my forehead.

I tried to tell him I loved him also, but I just couldn't do it. I waved as he drove off in the tour bus.

I walked back into the venue and searched for Austin. "Robert, where's Austin?" I asked. He pointed in a back room with a mouth full if pizza. I knew something was wrong if Austin wasn't eating the pizza.

I knocked and entered myself which sort of ruined the purpose of knocking. "Austin, are you okay?" I asked sitting beside him on the ground.

"Do I look okay? Why do you keep doing this to me?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Everytime I think you have remembered the way I make you feel and maybe you love me again you tell Jack you love him." He whined.

"Austin, I do love you."

"But you love him too."

"No. Yes. I don't know, maybe." I reslonded in confusion with my own feelings.

He leaned closer to my face with our lips almost touching. He frooze there for many seconds trying to confuse me even more.

"Stop teasing me!" I whispered pushing my lips on his. He helped me up then quickly pushed me up against the wall. His hand made themselves down to my butt as I rested mine on his shoulders.

Forgetting to lock the door Zach walked in. "Jee. My bad." He laughed awkwardly walking out backwards.

"You need to tell Jack about us." He said pressing his forehead on mine.

"Too late for that," a familiar voice called out.

"Jack!" I shouted following him out the venue. It was the back of the venue where no fans were.

"You must think I'm an idiot don't you" he shouted.

"No."

"I let you come on tour with your ex-boyfriend that I can't even compete with. I knew you still loved him, when I saw you talking to him for the time your eyes lit up even though you were pissed at him and you couldn't notice. Ever since then that's all I wanted was you to look at me that way."

"Jack, you're a incredible guy-" i started to go on with a speech until he interrupted me.

"I don't want one of those It's not you, it's me speeches. It's okay." He left and I just sat on the stair case on the outside of the venue. I thought about everything that had happen in the last few weeks. A bunch of great things with Austin that I regretted during the relationship between Jack and me, but now I can only think on how amazing everything was with Austin.

I jumped feeling a hand on my back. Austin scooted to me and wrapped his arm around my shoulders. "Are you okay?" He whispered kissing the top of my head.

"Yeah. That's the thing though, shouldn't I be balling my eyes out?" I asked confused with my emotions.

"Maybe you were just with the wrong guy."

"Maybe," i said shrugging and walking into my tour bus.