So now here I am looking at my screen. Confused out of mind wondering who is this stranger thinking that I want them. Who knows who this person could be. I pressed the number that was sent by the mysterious person and dialed the number. About five calls later nobody answered. I thought probably I was being catfished or being pulled a prank. But the thing that really creeped me out was that this person new my name my name. Meaning that it wasnt by accident. The message was meant to be sent to me. I just decided to forget about it. I have much bigger problems than this creepy person. I deleted the message from my phone. I set my phone down next to my bed side table and connected it to my charger.
I took a very hot long shower. I was so necessary after a long day. Its like a time away. Knowing that your not going to be bothered by anyone in while your in the shower. Nobody or I hope won't go in there while someone is taking a shower. That would just be weird. After I got out the shower I put my PJs on and go to sleep. Well that was the plan. I went to bed but I couldn't sleep. I changed position to sleep so many times but I didn't find a comfortable stable place to sleep. Finally I decided to stop moving a position and lay flat down up forward looking at the ceiling.
I decided to do some of those tricks that my mom would tell me to do after I woke up in the middle of the night after a nightmare and tried going back to sleep again. One of those was to count to hundred or on until I fell asleep. And sooner or later I would end up drifting off to sleep. I would never reach a hundred and would fall asleep. So since that worked when I was younger then why not try it now. I wanted to sleep. Well I think I do. So I began one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, this is so stupid, eight, nine, kill me now. I guess I was thinking to much. I didn't fall asleep yet. Since it seemed that I wasn't going to sleep sooner or later. I decided to grab my phone from my bed side table and get on Instagram.
Not that I have much followers but the majority of the people that I follow are celebrates. But I also follow people that I sent before but I never go to know them. And in my surprise they follow me back. So that's how I get the news to whatever is happening in school. Since I'm not really a social person. I like small crowds not big crowds.
After a lot of 'double tapping' instgram got boring and ended up checking Snapchat. I also have a lot of snapchat stories to watch because I have a lot of viners,youtubers,younowers, and two people I know. Which is Nathan and his wicked witch of a girlfriend. I have to so much people to watch. I watched Nathans Snapchat story last and saw a full ten second video of him and his girlfriend laughing and all of a sudden at the end he surprises her witch a kiss. Eww like keep that to yourself. Sometimes I wonder how it feels to be in a relationship. You know I've never actually been in a relationship.
I mean yeah I have crushes but they'll never notice me and I don't have the courage to talk them. Right at the moment I have a huge crush on a guy in my algebra 2 class. His name is Dakota and he's not like the other boys in my school. He's smart and actually looks like he's gonna be something huge in the world. Like the president or even in a different country become a king. That may seem unreasonable now but believe me if you see him in class he's a pop rock in there. Always answering questions and even debating with the teacher Mr.Gibson that his answer is correct and that Mr.Gibson is wrong. Dakota is also not a player like the other boys. He's loyal his last relationship lasted three years. The reason they broke up was because his girlfriend Alley had moved to a different state. So they tried a long distance relationship but it didn't work. So they really didn't have a choose but to break up. The reason I know was because that was the talk around the school and rumors being spread. I even heard that they even broke up because Alley joined a circus. But thats complete bull crap.
I've never actually had the courage to talk to him. Of course Nathan knows about my crush of Dakota. He always tells me to but my big girl pants and talk to him. I really do want to go to Dakota and talk to him. But I just don't have the bug girl pants to do so. So I tell Nathan "Shut up". I get off of Snapchat and put my phone down because its 5% of battery. I don't understand how it is even though I don't use it much. I connect my phone to the charger. Planing to try to get my sleep.
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Sorry for slow updates, small chapter,and bad grammar . I'll try to do better !!
