Kris Angel

Chapter 14

A/N: Well, here is another Chapter to this lovely story. Thank you for reading and enjoy this lovely chapter until next time everyone.

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Chapter 14


Kris's POV

"Kris just because you cannot have your own child doesn't mean you can't be a mother," Charlie told me.

I shook my head and said, "I can't. I wouldn't be able to trust anyone. Besides I would rather stay as I am than to have someone else carry my child. Charlie you can live your dream. It's just sometimes I wonder if you ever wanted me to come live with you. I could have gone someplace else and lived."

He slammed his fist on the table and said, "No. After you ended up in the hospital after what out poor excuse of a father did to you, and you lost that child. I knew I had to get you out. I should have never left you alone in that house. I thought they would have changed once I was out, but I was wrong. I love you sis and I would never throw you away again."

I knew he was right. Charlie looked into my eyes and said, "A little birdy told me you wished you never agreed to help Kylie out this tour?"

I sighed and said, "It's been strange this time around. I just don't know. I'm just lost. You know how I get from time to time."

Charlie looked into my eyes and said, "Show me your arms right now."

I did as he asked. I showed him my arms.

He knew about my little secret. He knew when I said the words lost, he knew what they meant. He let out a sigh when he saw that there were no new cuts. He looked into my eyes and said, "If you need an out you can call me. I'm sure Kel would love to have you come over and stay for a while."

I knew he was right. Kel would love to have me stay at her place. But I didn't want that. Charlie saw the look on my face and said, "I don't want them to try and get to you. I don't know what's going on this tour. I know you feel something for Chris, but you need to try and work this all out with him and him alone. I know that Johnny was pushing you into things you weren't ready for, but with Chris, I can tell he's waiting for you to make a move. He knows you and your secrets."

Charlie was right. Chris did know my secrets but not all of them. Ghost and Kylie knew more than Chris did and I wanted to keep it that way. I signed looked at my brother and said, "I know you're right. I just don't know anymore. I do love Chris more than I do with Johnny. With Johnny it was safe, and I knew what to expect and with Chris I'm not sure what to expect from him. I know I need to talk with Chris, but he hasn't been talking to me for the last few days."

Charlie sighed and said, "maybe you two just need to be locked in the back room together."

I glared at him and yet I knew he was up to something when he said that. I let it go instead of calling him out on it.

Charlie laughed and soon Danny came waltzing over with Kylie and Ghost. He smiled and said, "look who I found at the mall. The rest of miw crew are here as well."

Just then Chris walked into the cafe. I watched him as he walked up to the counter. He didn't see me, and I knew when he did, I was scared to see what he would do. I sighed and looked at Kylie and Ghost and shook my head.

"Angel, are you feeling better?" Kylie asked me when she walked over and gave me a hugged.

I smiled at her and said, "a little bit better than I was a while ago. I glade I came to talk with Charlie. And why did you two have to come after me for?"

Kylie looked at me and said, "Well Chris said something about the mall, and we all ended up at the closet one. I didn't realize until we arrived at this mall that it was the same one you went to."

I nodded my head and knew they were telling the truth. I sighed and said, "Well I guess I should be going. Bye Charlie don't for to call me later."

I left the cafe, and I glanced behind me and saw Chris with Ash. I decided that if he wanted her that I would back off and leave him alone. I'll just do my job and that will be that. I knew that I wasn't going to keep it for much longer. Chris looked at me as I looked at him and turned on my heal and walked away.

Two hours later I was back at the venue. I had everything set up. The tables were set up and all of the clothes, CDs, and whatever else we had been all set up and ready for when the fans would be coming in. I glanced at my phone and noticed that it was 4pm. I know the guys were back and Kylie was called back because of one thing or another. Everything was set up, so I sat down and looked at my phone.

"Chris don't do it. Whatever you're going to do, don't." Came Kylies voice from down the hall.

"Kylie, she doesn't want to be here. I'm going to give her an out. If she wants to leave, then she can. I don't know what her deal is," said Chris.

I heard Kylie sigh and she said, "She's trying not to break down. You asked me to ask her to come. Chris, she loves you. She let Johnny go knowing that between the two of you that he was the safest one for her. She knew what he was like and how he acted. She wants you. To her your unpredictable. It doesn't help that New Year's Day is here."

I was getting mad. I didn't want that information to get out. I stayed quiet and listened to what he was going to say. I heard Chris drew in a deep breath and he said, "Why didn't she come and talk to me about this? Why you and Ghost?"

Kylie sighed and said, "Because she's scared Chris. She's scared that you'll leave her if you truly knew her. She wants to be with you, and you act like she's yours. I know you Chris, once you have a girl that you want as yours you become possessive of her. I know you two were together once and she left because she had to go back to her brother's house. She had no choice, there were reasons why. Johnny has been chasing her since day one but if he sees another girl, he drops her. She knew that. But with you, you don't do that shit. Your kind and caring under all of that paint and makeup."

"I know Kylie. I do love her. But I don't know. I know we've been messing around. I'm going outside to think. I'll be back. Let me think about what I'm going to do with her." He told Kylie.

I stayed quiet and once everything went silence, I got up and walked out of the doors. I walked back to the bus and grabbed my bag and started to pack. I heard movement on the bus and Ghost walked in and saw me.

"Angel what are you doing?" He asked me.

"Packing. I think I should go. It would be best if I were to leave." I told him.

"Angel you can't do that. We need-" Ghost started. to say.

I shook my head and said, "No you don't. No one needs me. It took me too long to realize that no one truly ever wanted me. I mean look at me Ghost. I'm damaged and I'm only good for one thing and that is to be toyed with. I don't want that but that's what I get. I don't know how much longer I can go on. Besides its best that I leave. I'll be at Kel's place. I won't even move back into my brother's house, it's for the best."

I told him all of this as I was crying. He ran off the bus and I just continued to pack. The bus doors slammed opened. I didn't turn around to see who it was. But I felt someone pull me into the back room. The door was shut and locked.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" Questioned Chris.