7 years
"Oh, I forgot about this person," I say.
I wish it was true.
I don't like him, but I kinda wish I did.
I have no one to like, and now there's just an emptiness I have.
I don't understand my self, we don't talk, so what is the point of fawning over the same guy?
Why do I still have hope. Why do I want to at least be friends with him.
If I get past all the crushes and everything, I feel like we could still be friends.
I guess I should just stay focused on my studies, friends, and books.
Sometimes, I just wonder...
Never mind.
We weren't anything important.
It's not like we dated or anything.
It was just a silly crush.