4 years
I swear, it started as a small crush.
But then I don't know what happened.
and I ended up loving him for four years.
I never understood why.
But I felt safe near him.
I felt like I could be myself.
I always knew he wouldn't like me.
But I always had a bit inside of me, believing he would.
We would go out to the movies and watch the best movies with our families.
We used to go on call with each other, then go and watch movies with him on call.
He would buy my ice cream and always treat me kindly.
I would always smile when I was near him.
I don't know why.
But it hurt me to find out that he recently had a girlfriend.
All this time, and he didn't like me.
We would go on texts and text each other every day.
Why was I the unlucky one who had to fall in love with him?
Why are we growing apart?
I know we don't have classes together.
But it would be nice to get a hello once in a while.
