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"Why do you feel the need of isolating yourself?"
I've been thinking about it, will I ever be independent with my own emotions? I've been when I was a child. but now what?
I don't like my emotions to be dragged on to one another just because i feel like this.
I stay away from everyone when I feel blue, It's sad to see how I've grown selfless for the past times.
Just because of one invalidation I felt, just because I expressed what I feel? ako na madrama na?
It's all just a joke to everyone, But it's not to the person they're talking about, sobrang hirap magkaroon ng problema, lalo na kung alam mong wala kang malalapitan.
Yes. I know. They're there, But you can never feel their presence, you can never feel peace even.
It's heavy, it feels so heavy. But what can I ever do?
It's just a cycle that goes on and on, Will I break it? no. I just have to accept the fact that it goes again and again but things change.
No, I don't feel the healing even when I isolated, I just go with the flow and see my problems pass with the waves.
I'm not okay, But If I have them, I'm sure I'll be.
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Tacenda
Poetry- Things left unsaid; matters to be passed over in silence. ; My thoughts, my mind, my words. ° 'Feeling of the need to rant on her own book, that's sai, who freely expresses herself in her own diary when no one's around. when no one cares. - A book...
