(Pt. 7) Her smile...

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Hi pookies!!!! :3
"Wonderhoy, wonderhoy, ya-ha-hoyyy!!!"
-Tsukas Tenm
~~Uhm anywayzzz!!!
~~Me exam iz finished and I'm pretty sure I'm failing more subjectz this time sooooo :3
~~Angst?
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《Time》
- Morning
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《Characters included》
- Kanade
- Mizuki
- Ena
- Mafuyu..?
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~They all live in an apartment together, bcz yez and I'm the writer here <3 ;3
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"Kanade, it's time to wake up. You've fallen asleep on your desk again..." Mafuyu told her, since it's already 12p.m. and Mafuyu is trying to look out for her health.

"Kanade, come on... I even cooked breakfast for you to eat." Mafuyu tried waking her up again. "Alright..." Kanade responded, getting up from her chair and heading towards the dining table.

"Hm? Where's the food..?" She asked Mafuyu, but didn't heard any reply. "Mafu?.." She looked back to where she last saw Mafuyu, until she realised. "Oh right, she isn't here anymore..." She couldn't save her in time. She was too late to help her. If only Kanade was with her that time. It wouldn't happen. It shouldn't have happened.

"Kanade? Why are you awake so early? It's only 5a.m. And were you talking to yourself?" Mizuki's voice can be heard as she stood just outside her doorframe that leads to her room, rubbing her eyes. "Did you thought... Mafuyu is still here..?" Mizuki said after they realized what was happening in their surroundings.

"Mizuki, we should give her time... she still haven't recovered to what happened." A voice came from Mizuki's room, it was Ena, her roommate. "She's still distraught by that incident." She reminded Mizuki to why they both decided to live with her, it's to make sure the same thing won't happen to the now distraught Kanade.

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{Kanade's POV}
"Mafuyu, don't do it..." I said to her, she was sitting, sitting on the ledge, with the legs dangling off the building's edge. "It's quite a beautiful scenery, isn't it, Kanade?" She smiled at me. Her smile didn't feel the same now. It looks and feels more different when I look at that smile of hers. It felt... more happier.

"Mafuyu, please, come to me and we'll go back home... Come on, Mafuyu..." I reached out my hand for her, but she didn't accept it, she would always accept it, why didn't she accept it this time? "Kanade, what would you do if... we didn't come across each other?"

What? What type of question is that? "I would continue making songs that'll save people, even you."

She can't just do it now, she has a whole life ahead of her. "Please, Mafuyu... come back home..." I kept trying to get her to come to me, but she just wouldn't. She would just sit on that ledge.

She looked out in the distance, admiring the view that shined before her, the dark sky with stars all around, it was a pleasant sight to see."Kanade. Promise me you'll continue doing what you do best in, alright?" She smiled again.

That smile. That smile of hers will stay engraved in my memory. One smile that I would never be able to see again. "Mafuyu, you're... not actually going to do it... right?" She wouldn't do it. She would never. I know she wouldn't.

The next thing I saw, was her smiling. A genuine one, one that could give wamrth. One that would make one's hearts flutter at the sight of it. And the other, was... her leaning forwards. And I watched her fall.

{Mafuyu's POV}
The view from the building's ledge had never looked so pleasant. The stars above were a sight to behold. It was a great spot for a beautiful scenery in the night.

It was also a good spot for my time to end here. In a beautiful death. I can leave this world, this cruel world.

One last smile, was what I gave to Kanade. I remembered when I saw her warm smile, it was only for a bit but it was a sight to see. Sad I wasn't able to see it as my final sight though, the last thing I saw on her face was tears, streaming down her face. It was sad for me to see her crying. But I don't think I will see her much longer.

I closed my eyes, allowing myself to fall off the edge. It felt like there was no gravity as I fell, my stomach was doing turns when I fell peacefully. It was calming for me.

"I'm sorry, Kanade. I'm sorry, Ena. I'm sorry, Mizuki. Continue to live on without me." I opened my eyes, looking up from where I fell from the building. Seeing Kanade there gave me the feeling of guilt, but I had to. To leave such a world, I felt guilty still.

It's true that your life flashes before your eyes. Except that it's the memories that are important and beautiful to you. The memories that are cherished.

All I know was that I felt relief, at home, happy, and yet guilt washed over me. "Finally... I'll miss you, my love..."

My back hit the ground and all my vision went black, and my ears ringing.

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~Tiz my first time writing angst I'm srry if it ain't gud tho (no promises that I'll get better at it)
~Idk why I chose to write angst but itz like 12 am when I wrote all of thiz
~btw when I started writing this chapter my examz haven't even finished yet I still got like 4 mor subjectz to go in the exam
~I should be getting sleep at thiz hr rn itz like 1 am but I am kanade fr
~I hop yu enjoyed thiz tho it will prob be the onli angst chap in thiz book

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