Standing Next To You | JJK

ELEVEN: Mistake?

"What have we done?"

Jks Pov:

I groaned, fuck what the fuck. My head hurt, my body hurt. I sat up holding my head. As I looked around, this..it's not my room. Looks like a hotel room

I looked at myself. Why the hell. Was i naked. Did i fuck someone? I don't remember anything.

I looked beside me. And the sight i saw made me wanna burn myself alive.

Y/n. Hickeys in her neck. The sheets all the way over her, i looked around, our jackets and clothes scattered all around.

Shit shit shit no.

"Y/n! Y/n!" I tapped her slowly, as she turned around. Making me immediately look away.

She took sometime but realised the situation, immediately covering herself.

"Oh my god!" She yelled. Panic in her voice.

"Jungkook don't tell Me-"

I just stayed silent. What should I say? What could I say?

We both sat in silence.

"Forget about it." I said. Making her look at me.

"What?"
"Pretend it never happened" i said, putting on my pants. And shirt. While i felt her eyes on me.

"What do you Mean-"

"I said fucking forget it ever happened. It's just a mistake" i spat out in anger, before taking my jacket and heading out.

I can't do this. I can't do this to her. I don't want to ruin her life. I can't. I'm sorry y/n. I'm sorry.
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Y/n Pov:

"I said fucking forget it ever happened, it's just a mistake" his words rang in my head.

My heart hurt, when i watched him just walk out. It was like someone ripped my heart out.

Why did he walk out that way? I was in this too. And he left me alone. ASSHOLE!. I groaned and hit my car wheel.

Tears gathered in my eyes, before they flowed out. I don't even know why I was crying. Why did it hurt so much. Why did this even happen?

If only I hadn't had that much of that fucking beer last night. I cried, pushing my hands through my hair.

As ironic as it seemed. I needed him.
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Punching the mirror in frustration, recalling whatever he told y/n, Jungkooks hand bled.

The others watched, protesting, but Jungkook ignored all of it.

Namjoon finally pulled him back. "WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?" He yelled,making Jungkook sit on the bed.

"I fucked up hyung" Jungkook breathed out, putting his hands on his face.

Jimin sat beside him. "Tell us what happened" he said.

As Jungkook blurted everything out.

"Are you dumb?" Was the first thing that came out of Jins mouth.

"He's freaking dumb" Jin said again.

"I know I know okay?!? I just fucking panicked" he said groaning.

"I can't ruin her life hyung, I'm a bad fucking person alright? And as badass as she is, she's fucking innocent. Im-i can't" he said. Pulling his hair.

"Well. How you reacted wasn't very bright either " yoongi said. Crossing his arms.

"I'll make it up to her." Jungkook said, just them they heard the front door. Close shut with a bang.

"Uh oh." Jimin said.

Following Jungkook downstairs. Only to be met with Y/n face to face.

Her eyes, red. Which made him realise she had cried. "Oh y/n.." he mumbled under her breath, making his way toward her, but she walked away, up to her room. Making him stop in his tracks, watching her leave. And wipe her face.

She was crying wasn't she? He thought to himself.

He turned around, only to be faced with his 6 Hyungs, arms crossed glaring at him.

"Okay. I fucked up. Help me now?" He said. Before he was pulled into the room.

He was going to make it up to her. He knew he was.
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💗: ahahahahahah spice? Too much spice? Idk what I'm writing feels like I'm in-consistent. Idk

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