SamBucky one-shots

I miss u

Sam's POV

I stare at the wooden door, thinking about how I ended up here.

"Just go to Brooklyn." My head shoots up. "What?" I ask. Sarah sighs. "How many times have you texted and called Bucky this week?" She asks. I glance down at my phone that is has Bucky's contact pulled up. "A couple." I grumble. Sarah sighs again. "Go visit him and see what's up." I scoff. "It's not like he usually replies." I state. "I though you said he was doing better with texting back and answering your calls." This time I sigh. "He was, but he stopped replying all together on Saturday." Sarah glances over at the calendar that is hanging on the fridge. "So it's been a little over a week without him replying?" She asks, taking a seat across from me at the island. I nod. "Visit him then." She presses. "I can't do that!" I practically yell, throwing my hand up. "Why not?" She asks. I freeze. "Well—well because I can't!" I blubber. She scoffs. "Visit him."

I shake the memory out of my head and knock three times. The door slowly open to reveal Bucky Barnes, looking like absolute shit. His hair his messy, he has dark under eyes most likely from lack of sleep, and just looks out of it. "Sam?" He asks, looking me up and down. "The one and only." I answer, pushing the door all the way opens and inviting myself in. The apartment is clean but that is to be expected when there is practically nothing in it. I drop my duffle bag down onto his small couch and turn to face him. He is still standing by the front door, his hands in the pocket of the black hoodie he is wearing. "Why haven't you been replying to my texts?" I ask. He shrugs, refusing to look at me. I sigh for what feels like the millionth time today. I walk back over to the door. "Lets go get some food."

We walk silently down the streets of Brooklyn until I can't take it anymore. "C'mom man seriously. Why haven't you been responding?" I ask, glancing over at the tired one-arm man. He shrugs again, still refusing to look at me. "We're here," I state, pointing at the Chick-fil-A. For the first time Bucky looks up. I open the doors and usher Bucky in. "What do you want to eat?" I ask while walking towards the line. Bucky shrugs again. "Okay dude did you forget how to talk or something?" I ask, starting to get annoyed at his lack of response. "Never eaten here before." He mumbles, glancing up from the ground before quickly glancing back down at his feet. I sigh, feeling the annoyance loosen in my shoulders. "The chicken sandwich and fries is what they are know for. Do you want to try that?" I ask gently. He nods.
"Hi what can I get you guys?" The young blonde woman asks. "Hi can I get two chicken sandwiches and two fries." I state, matching her smile. "Okay-dokie and what would you like to drink?" "Uh," I glance over at Bucky but he doesn't look up. "How about two dr peppers." I answer. She nods. "25.99 is your total." She says. Bucky starts to pull out his wallet but I just gently push his hand down and hand the nice cashier lady my credit card. She swipes it and then hands it back. "Your food will be right out." I nod.

I end up finding a nice booth in the back away from prying eyes for Bucky and I. "Here you go." The waiter states handing up the tray with our food. "Thank you." I thank, taking the tray away from her. I start to eat but Bucky just slowly sips on his drink. "Not hungry?" I ask. He shrugs. "Okay dude seriously I'm about to revoke your shrugging card if you keep doing that." I exclaim. Bucky finally looks up. "Why are you here?" He asks. I sit up straight in my seat. "I'm here because you can't answer your fucking phone." I state, feeling my anger boiling up. Bucky shrinks back. "Sorry," he mutters, actually looking guilty. I slump back into my seat. "I don't want you to apologize Buck I want you to tell me what's up." I state, sipping a fry into the ketchup packet. Bucky stands, grabbing his drink in his real hand before handing towards the door. I quickly stand, putting all the food back into the bag before running after him.

"Bucky!" I holler, running up to him. "What the hell!" I yell. "Go away, Sam." He sighs out. I scoff. "No way," I state, grabbing Bucky by his left shoulder. He jerks back. "Talk to me, Buck." I plead trying to read his cold eyes. Bucky closes his eyes, a pained look crossing his face, but it's gone in a flash.

"Bucky!" I scream, running up the stairs after him. He glances back at me before opening his apartment door but I run in before he can lock me out. Bucky sighs, his shoulders finally dropping out of the hunch they have been in sense I've gotten here. "Get. Out." He grinds out pointing at the door. "Nope," I state popping the P. I open his fridge and place the bag of food in. I then walk over to his couch and flip down. "Talk to me." I state, kicking my shoes off. Bucky closes his eyes. "Get out." He whispers, his voice breaking. I shoot up from the couch. "Talk to me, man." Gently say, slowly walking over to him. He opens his eyes. "They're dead." He chokes out. I quickly pull him into my chest. "Shhh," I soothe. He pulls away shaking his head vigorously. "No no," he whispers. "You don't get it, it's all my fault." He sobs. "Hey," I gently state, holding up my hands. "Who's dead?" I ask, taking a couple of steps closer to the crying ex-assassin. He try's to wipe his eyes but he just keeps crying. I gently pull his hands away. "Who's dead?" I ask again. "Becky, Izzy, Helen, and Mary." He chokes out. "Hey, hey I need you to breath." I softly state. "Like this," I start to stem deep slow breaths. Bucky slowly starts to calm down. "Can you tell me who those girls are?" I ask. Bucky lip trembles. "M-my s-sisters." He stutters out, more tears falling. I freeze. "Oh," is all I can manage saying. Bucky lets out a sob. I quickly snap out of my trance and pull Bucky over to the couch. "Hydra," Bucky gasps out. "Hydra killed them." He cries. I pull him into my chest. "I am so sorry Bucky." I whisper into his hair. "So so so sorry."

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