My high school bully (team gae)

I hug him tight≈chapter fourteen

A/N: first of the fucking photo at the top- i cant- TW:js smoking and SH

JUICY POV:
The nurse cleans me up i cant bear to look at her when she does. I head to second period english, no english with eddie. English = good lesson. English with Eddie (especially after yesterday) = save my soul, please?

I feel so embarrassed about what happened but i hope Eddie would understand why. I mean i don't even understand myself why. I mean i think i was scared of being hurt again. By the time my thoughts come to a close i reach my seat in english. I plop my phatt ass down and open my book. The class is loud, rambunctious i hate it. I feel so overwhelmed i sneak an air-pod into my ear, the one closest to the wall so the teacher doesn't notice. Im pretty sure he doesn't but i know someone else did i can practically feel his laser eyes leaving indents into the side of my skull.

I turn my head slightly i was right he was staring straight at me. The class calms down slightly and we are told to get on with 'silent work' which basically means our teacher can't be fucked. (EXTREMELY common in the uk btw) Eddie is sat on the row 2 across from me back one
(visual): 6 is me 9 is Eddie (3=kevin,4=dose,2=mully)
0 -teacher
2 0 0
0 0 6
9 3 4

I look over to Eddie again. He's still looking at me "Stop." I mouth to him. He pulls a 'what the fuck you mean stop' face. A few minutes pass before i get hit in the back of my head. I rub the spot i was hit before looking down at a rolling pencil. I check what Sir is doing before turning round to the guy behind me. Dose. "Your Gaege right?" He asks. "Yeah? Why?" "Yo meet us on the roof at 3rd okay?" Says another boy. Kevin one of eddies best mates. "Alright?" I say confused then turn back around as i do yet another pair of eyes are on me. Mully.

He quickly turns round when i lay eyes on him i sigh. Voices behind me get louder. One of them is Eddie. "Yo dawg what you doing third?" He asks either Kevin or Dose. I don't turn around. I don't dare it's risky to even think about it. "We know he's got the stuff." Says Kevin laughing a lil. "Ohhh okay." Says Eddie kinda quiet really. Although i can't see the expression on his face i fear i can hear it through his voice. "You'll pay though right?" He asks as i imagine he cocks his head slightly.

Silence behind me. I could only hear the hushes of tones no words just mumbles then a "Yeah yeah Corse dude." From Kevin. Then laughs. "Eer boys!" Calls the Teacher.

Mr.Gilbert. What a twat. Old guy, bald but wispy white hairs which stand up on end. Like a permanently frightened cat. He had thick glasses, always wore the same coloured shirt and tie with black trousers. He carried one of those big wooden rulers with him like it's the 1920s or something.

"Let's do our work please." He calls from his front desk peering over his glasses like one of those moody librarians that would tell you off for breathing too loud. Anyway, the lads behind me calm down as the day passes a little more.

The bell goes. I put my shit into my locker, it's 3rd. To the roof i go to meet DK, not donkey kong i know i'd prefer him to be on the roof than Dose and Kevin but unfortunately in this situation i do, in fact, meanDose and Kevin.

I get to the roof. They're waiting. "Yo, c'mere dawg." I look up Eddie?! I walk over. I thought it was just Dose and Kevin i didn't know why he was here. "What's up?" I ask furrowing (love that word) my brow. "Yo we want the good stuff." Says Dose coming way to close for comfort and putting his arm around me.

What i thought was a side hug turned into a head lock and what we call a 'noogie' the others laugh menacingly. It hurts to know I'm the joke i don't know why it hurts because im always the joke. This time is different because Eddie is laughing, yeah he laughed before but he laughs now and it does hurt. I thought he had grown past bulling me, maybe not.

I break out of the headlock my brow furrowed again but in anger this time. "What do you want?!" I raise my voice slightly. "Jeez calm down dude. We want some of the good stuff." "Right?.." i look at them slightly confused squinting. "How-" i look to Eddie who is standing slightly behind them he shakes his head and shrugs. "...did you know?" "Your tiny friend joshy told us." Says dose smirking. "Yeah and his gay apprentice." Kevin remarks They all laugh. Including Eddie, why is he so bipolar what the fuck?

"What do you want...Specifically?" I ask. "Few grams of weed?" Asks Dose. "Yeah I can do that. When do you want it?" "9pm at the woods lake okay?" He asks. I simply nod. "Cya later Faggot." Says Kevin walking past and hitting me on the shoulder like we're besties. Eddie is last to go down the ladder. The others are at the bottom. "Dude you comin'?" Asks Dose.

"Yeah just need to finish some business thats all I'll cya later." "I bet they're gonna bum." Says Kevin loud enough for us both to hear. "Dickheads!" Eddie calls down. They leave with a laugh.

"Eddie I don't wanna talk." I plead. "Gaege we have to. Listen for your own good please?" He stares at me intensely. "Okay I'm listening but I've got 5 minutes until i have to go alright?" "Fine by me. Now whatever happened yesterday i'm putting behind us for now we will talk about that later but please when you meet those guys later i beg of you to be careful. They're dangerous Gaege. As much as i wanna I can't be there tonight as I've got band. But please-" I can't stand it. "For fucks sake Eddie do you think i'm 4 or summit? It's fine i give them the stuff i get money we leave it at that alright? End of. I don't need your support, supervision nothing Eddie I'm fine thanks." I pause sighing at my own rant. "Now if you don't mind I have 2 minutes until i need to go so Imma have a cigarette."

I turn my back to the wind and Eddie. To light my cigarette. I pop the fag between my lips and cup the lighter to attempt to get a decent flame going. The cigarette lights and just as it does. I feel these warm, muscles wrap around my waist from behind followed by a head being burrowed into my neck. I didn't know what to do. My body went into automatic. My head rested on his i lay my left hand on his across my waist and another to remove the cigarette from between my lips before i choke on the damn thing.

I exhale the smoke before offering a puff to Eddie. I tap him on the head and place the cigarette near to where i think his mouth is. His head moves slightly and takes a drag before exhaling it in the direction of the floor. I would stay here forever. I feel warm lips on my neck as he begins kissing and sucking. Making deep hickeys on my neck. I can't help but thinking how awfully wrong this is but i can't stop thinking how awfully right it is too. I make up my mind, slightly.

"Eddie stop dude we're gonna get caught." "I don't care." He muffles. I take another drag and tap the ash from the end it drops on the floor. I check my watch. "Eddie I'm late and you have class." He groans stopping. I lift his arms from my waist i turn around to hug him. His eyes look weary. He's been crying. "Oh Eddie." I hug him tight. Yeah i hug my bully, tight, i hug him tight. Why? I lace my fingers in his dark hair one hand remaining on his back looking after that cigarette ever so dearly. His head back in the nape of my neck. He looks at me. I look up at him. Im deep in his eyes before he plants a gentle kiss on my lips. I kiss him back tenderly.

"I gotta love you and leave you. But please be careful tonight. Mmkay?" He asks i nod. "Yeah, i will." I smile lightly.I watch him go down the ladder and out of my sight. Im left stood there. I don't move i just stand there until i feel my fingers getting hot. I take one last drag of the cigarette and stub it out on my little pile. He kissed me. Did he just? He did he kissed me.
Holy fuck.

A/N: NOT IT BEING HALF A YEAR BEFORE I GET MY LAZY ASS BACK INTO THE BOYS FRFR YOUR WELCOME GANG WHO WANTED THIS. I HOPE THIS DOES JUSTICE ST0RMY_V1BEZ & Annie1628393
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