My high school bully (team gae)

Im glad we're not friends≈Chapter Twelve

A/N: TW: smoking, drugs, self harm. Anorexia

POV: Gaege.
I wake up alone. In a different bed, a different room I try to remember what happened last night I wasn't that drunk. My memory is a bit foggy but I can remember watching family guy with Eddie then resting my head on his shoulder and, fuck sake I had something to eat. Well that would be digested by now so there's no point of trying to throw that up.

Then the door opens, It's Eddie with a bowl of cereal. "Good morning sleepy." I sit up in bed and cross my arms over trying to hide them best I could, but I was failing miserably. Eddie speaks up. "Sleep well?" "Yeah. Your beds really comfy." I laugh as my pathetic mattress might aswell be rock solid. "It beats my battered mattress." I say scoffing.

"I guess so. Do you wanna shower?" He asks me. "Yeah could I... if it's not much trouble." "No trouble. There's towels in there for when your ready." He explains. "Thanks." I get out of bed and head to the bathroom holding my arms across my body. I lock the door behind me and fumble to get my clothes off and the shower on. I set the shower to as hot as it can go.

I stare at the full body mirror, I look at my body. In reality my ribs show my collar bone shows. But what I see is very different. I see an overweight teen, a miserable thing that doesn't deserve a to have anything. I look at my arms. I pick at one of my scabs. It begins to bleed. Then another falls victim to the picking of my fingers, then another and another. And before I could even realise what I've done. Nearly my whole arm is bleeding I panic as the blood drips on the floor I move to the sink and bleed in there. I decide it would probably be best to jump in the shower so the blood just runs straight down the drain.

The water burns my skin as I feel it trickle down my back. My arm stings as the water rinses the blood off my skin. The bottom of the shower ends up being a watered down red for a bit. I get myself clean making sure to not get soap in my wounds. I step out the shower the bleeding had calmed down a bit it was beginning to heal already. I dry myself off attempting to not get blood on the towel. I clear up any blood splatters that might have fallen on the floor.

I tie the towel around my waist and step into Eddie's room. He's on the bed it looks like he got dressed for the today.

POV: Eddie
The door to the bathroom unlocks then opens. Gaege walks out. The towel wrapped around his skinny waist I could see his ribs, his collar bone. I realise I was staring. "Good shower?" I ask. "Yes thanks." He walks to his clothes. He turns around and picks them up. I can see his spine so clearly.

Then I notice his arm. It's bleeding ever so slightly. "Gaege. What happened?" He turns to me. Displaying a confused look across his face. "Your arm. It's bleeding." He holds it with his other arm. "Oh Urm... yeah I guess it is." Stutters Gaege. "What happened?" "I'm not sure." "Gaege. Did you pick at them?" I ask rather concerned. He shrugs. "Gaege you know you can talk to me... I care for you." I say. It's silent. Gaege is silent, and I'm silent. I don't know what I was fucking thinking saying that. But I do care for him. It's the truth. He finally speaks up.

"Eddie...I...I'm sorry I need to get going. Thanks for having me." He says putting on his clothes. "Gaege, wait." "No, Eddie listen I really need to go." He says walking out the door. "Where are you going? Gaege!" I yell. I follow him downstairs. He heads out the front door after giving a light smile to my sisters. I follow him out the door. He's by the gate now. "Gaege where the fuck are you going?!" I yell. "Please talk to me!" He stops and turns around.

POV: Gaege
"Please talk to me!" Eddie yells. I stop and turn around. "Eddie. I can't do this I really need to go home. Please I'll talk to you later." I say.

Fuck sake this guy is so confusing. He says he cares for me. But does he really? Could anyone? My mum never cared for me. Neither did her stupid boyfriend. I feel bad for leaving Eddie but I don't know what else to do. What am I meant to do? I'm so confused. I look for my cigs in my pocket. I take out the packet and a lighter. I get one and light it. Fucking hell I needed this. I walk home. When my phone dings.

THE BOYS!
Josh:
Gaege where the fuck did you go?
Why'd you freak out like that?

Mully:
Yeah dude, it's just Eddie.

You:
You just don't understand do you?
None of you will. Eddie has been my
Bully forever and you think it's a
Good idea to invite him to our night
Out without even thinking twice
Seriously Josh I'm surprised your
Even friends with him after he
Bullys me I'm done with the lot of
You I can't do it anymore.

Josh:
You should of said something
instead of being a little bitch
and running off like you always
do ffs juicy use your god damn
Words I'm glad we're not friends
Pathetic.

Juicyfruitsnacks
Left
-THE BOYS!-
Seen by all.

Now I've lost all my fucking friends. I reach my dump of a house. I smoke some weed and watch tv. That's all I'm good for now. School tomorrow can't wait to see how that goes.

A/N: FUCK ME. this chapter sucks dogs arse I'm so fucking sorry but next chapter I hope will be better. If it's not. Live with it. ⚠️RUNNING OUT OF IDEAS PLEASE HELP⚠️

Word count:1032.