freak you man [REAMKE OF I DESERVE TO BLEED]

Chapter 2

     As they lay in bed, Hina and Takemichi were watching TV and caressing each other with gentle touches. Gradually, they both drifted off to sleep, wrapped up in each other's arms. For Takemichi, this was a new experience. He had never slept without screaming and wailing before, but with Hina, he found peace. The way she held him close made him feel safe and secure.

    The sunbeams that shone through the window woke them up from their deep slumber. Hina was still resting on Takemichi's chest, her breathing matching his own. "Good morning, love," Takemichi said, still feeling a little groggy. "Good morning," Hina replied in a silky tone, having woken up a few moments before him.

    Everything seemed so real and vivid. Takemichi couldn't help but wonder how Hina could be so comfortable lying on him, knowing all of his flaws. It made him feel vulnerable, but at the same time, he felt grateful for her acceptance of him. He felt distant from the world, as if he were watching himself live a life he had not lived. But maybe...Perhaps this is why the man raped him: he was simply flesh and bone with no spirit. Takemichi slowly combed his fingers through her hair, inhaling her delicious perfume.

    Until he started to feel hazy and heavy. Why now? he wondered as the bothersome voices invaded his consciousness. He slammed the door behind him and excused himself to use the restroom. The voices suddenly assaulted his thoughts ten times louder than before, and collapsed to his knees, digging his long, slender fingers into his filthy black hair.

"she doesn't love you."

"she's going to do just what that man did to you. Maybe you'll enjoy it this time"

"you might as well cut her off, you're bad for her"

   Takemichi was screaming at the voices in his head, telling them to be quiet. Tears were streaming down his face as he yelled, "Shut up, shut up, shut up, SHUT UP!" Hina heard the commotion and ran to the bathroom to check on him. "TAKEMICHI, ARE YOU OKAY?" she shouted through the door. "YEAH, I AM FINE...I'm just taking a dump right now, and the water-" Takemichi started to explain, but Hina cut him off, not wanting to hear anymore. "That's too much information, love," she said.

   Hinata sighed, not sure if she believed Takemichi's excuse, but she didn't want to push him to tell her the truth. "Okay, I'm going to make breakfast," she said as she walked out the door. "I know, she didn't believe that... I need one of those 'healthy' vapes frfr. Takemichi proceeded to stroll into his room and smoke his vape, nearly dying, but that was fine.

    Walking to the kitchen, blinking his eyes, he noticed Hina cleaning the dishes she used for breakfast as bread cooked in the oven. "You'll be the housewife when I marry you." They both chuckle as Hina turns around to find Takemichi naked and looking like a lost child. Hina approached closer and noticed his eyes were somewhat red. "Didn't I tell you to stop vaping?" That's why you can only run for so long before your lungs collapse." Dang Takemichi, you're going to take that (yes).

    Hina took the bread and carefully placed it on the plates next to the fried eggs. They both enjoyed their meal while chatting about their interests and experiences. The atmosphere was calm and serene, and the conversation flowed effortlessly between them.

    During their conversation, Takemichi shared his desire to transform and reveal his true self. Hina's eyes lit up with excitement, and she replied, "I can do some piercings for you." She took the first bite of her eggs while Takemichi was surprised and said, "Oh, I didn't know you could do that." Hina responded with a smile, "It's just something I picked up." As they finished their breakfast, Hina headed to her house to gather the necessary supplies. Meanwhile, Takemichi looked up photos of the piercings he wanted, including a septum, snake bites, and angel. He was thrilled at the prospect of finally expressing himself in the way he had always wanted.

Shorten it hina got back she had bags of stuff filled with her piercing kit, hair dye, and a pair of her baggy clothes. Takemichi got excited and showed hina the piercings he wanted. Laying down on the bed hin climbed on top of him straddling his tiny waist. Grabbing her waist they began the process taking breaks in between each piercing. When they were done takemichi looked in the mirror amazed "Omg...i look so hot now, THANK YOU CHERI" takemichi hugged hina tightly. 

"Now I want to dye my hair and change my closet a little," takemichi says thinking a little "Okay then we will let's go to the mall so we can get the hair dye (since she had only got bleach not the actully color) and the clothes," hina says smiling and loving her boyfriend's transformation. They got dressed, takemichi wore a baggy crop top that had dimo on it, with baggy cargo pants, paired with spikey headphones and black shoes. hina wore wore a baggy brown shirt that had a shirt with a girl on the floor listening to music pinned on it, with dark green baggy cargo pants, paired with a few bracelets and headphones.

"you ready?" takemichi asks "Yeah let's go" hina answers they grab their skateboards and ride to the local mall. They bought hair dye, and takemichi decided he wanted to go with black and blond matching with Hina. They then went to the clothes shop aka Hot Topic and got some clothes that were his style heheh emo. Soon takemichi and Hins got home, takemichi dyed the back long and the rest black.

BONUS

 They did a TikTok while Hina was doing his hair ' hey this really burns' the TikTok sound said "You should rinse" hina mouthed the sound. when they were done they went to the skate park on a date.