The Happy Girl and Me.

Chapter 7

Carter p.o.v
"You're a disgrace to me Carter, to this world" My mother yelled in my face "you are so pathetic I don't even consider you as my own blood" I could smell the alcohol on her breath, see the anger in her eyes. "Why are you saying this mum?" I sobbed "what have I done wrong to you!" I screamed now angry. "You were born!" She shouted "everything was perfect before you started being attention seeking and landing yourself in hospital. Then Keith died, Carter died! It's all your fault if you weren't so selfish they wouldn't of been in that car coming to the hospital that night" she screamed. I cried harder. This always happened on the anniversary of their deaths. She always blamed me for my father and brothers death. "It wasn't my fault you bitch!" I screamed. I felt a sharp pain go through my left cheek, my face whipped sideways so quick I was surprised I didn't get whip lash. I turned and started at the woman that gave birth to me. She was fuming, red in the face hand still raised. "You. Are. Not. My. Daughter. Get the f&ck out of my house you don't belong here! You would be better off dead" she yelled "I wish you did die that day then your dad and brother would still be here!" She yelled "maybe man up and instead of cutting yourself, kill yourself for real this time you deserve to die for what you did" I was shocked. My own mother telling me to kill myself. That's low. "You have 20 minutes to pack your shit and get out else I'll throw you out with nothing" she said walking away. "Your not my daughter. I disown you" I stood there crying before turning around and walking upstairs to pack my bags. If she wants me out I'll get out.
After I finished packing I walked downstairs and grabbed the car keys. I loaded my suitcase and 4 duffel bags into the back seat and got in the front. I don't know where I was going but I just drove.