I keep telling myself I want to change. yet I never really do. But I am going to even if it means I lose everything. Even if it means I'll never find love. Like how Jesus loved the church. I thought I needed a man for me to get closer to God. ultimately none of those relationships lasted. I tried three different times. So now I got to love myself. And everyone else. I need to know how to put God before anyone in my life. Yet I still struggle I mean I am human. but I want to try. So I am going to try to become different and if people can't accept me not wanting to do. Things that are normal. That shouldn't be normal in the first place. I'll love you from a distance.
But now I want peace. No man or woman on earth can give me. But only Jesus Christ can. So things to know if you want to stay close.
I'm not asking you to change. But please respect my boundaries. I don't smoke no more nor do I drink. I'm trying not to gossip. Nor am I trying to cuss anymore. And half the time I'm probably going to ignore you. In favor of reading the bible. Or listening to gossip or read. But no matter what I'll have your back. That's one thing that won't change.
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Things Left Unsaid
PuisiThese are all original and written by me. These are some things I wish I could say out loud. So I call them Things Left Unsaid. I hope these can help someone else as other poems helped me
