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Saturday night (Part 3)

Warning: Mentions of sucide. (There will be a tick where it starts and ends.)
I did say that there wouldn't be another chapter but I wanted to make another part!

October 28th 1992

I walked out to my uncle James' car after another boring day at school.

"Hey kiddo how was school?" He asks "The same as usual" I say as I put my seat belt on.

"Those kids being mean again?" He asks "Yep" I say avoiding eye contact "What are they saying to ya?" He asks "Mocking me for my dad being dead and my not wanting to care for me anyone" I say as I look out the window.

"What are they exactly saying?" He asks "They say 'Its your fault your dad's dead' 'Atleast my mom never left because of me' 'Atleast I have both parents' that's all they ever say to me" I say.

They say a lot worse but I chose not to repeat it.

"Kiddo that's not true at all" James says trying to reassure me "I know" I say back "Well if it makes you any happier we are going to Kirks home, Lars and Jason are also going to be there" He says trying to cheer me up.

Don't get me wrong I love my uncles more than anything but I'm always around them when their drunk and sober and sometimes I just want to be alone.

We arrived at Kirk's home and we walked inside.

"Hey Y/n how was school?" Kirk asks "It was okay it's getting better" I say "Thats good to hear" Kirk says.

I walk into the living room and see Lars and Jason sat on the couch.

"Hey Y/n" Jason says "Hey Jase" I say as I take a seat next to him.

"I was at the park today and this dude went to kick the soccer ball but instead he slipped over straight onto his ass" Jason says "Wait really?" I ask with a smile on my face "Yes then he got up and acted like nothing happened" He says "I would be so embarrassed but today in one of my classes we have this really mean horrible teacher but anyways someone put thumbtacks on her seat and when she sat down she jumped straight back up from her chair and fell over" I say trying not to laugh "That's pay back for being horrible" Lars says.

"What's so funny?" Kirk asks as he enters the room "I was telling them about the teacher that sat on thumbtacks today at school" I explain "Ouch" Kirk says.

We was all having fun playing a game of 'guess who in drawing'. Yes it was something children would play it was fun.

"Guess who I've drawn" Lars says "Is that supposed to be a angry ginger man?" I ask "Close it's Dave Mustaine" Lars says causing me to snicker.

We played the game a little longer and it was really funny.

"Y/n you seem so happy today" Kirk mentions "Oh uh...Yeah" I say "It's a good thing" Kirk says "It is especially after the way you've been feeling for the past two years" James adds.

A few hours later me and James left to go back home.

"What do you want to eat when you get home?" James asks "Oh I'm not really hungry" I say "Oh are you sure?" He asks "I'm sure but I will probably grab something later" I say reassuring him.

We arrive back home and I go straight to my room.

'Why would they say that to me they know it wasn't my fault'

'Maybe it is true my mom left because of me'

'The world's better without you, go join your dad'

Many thoughts rushed through my head but 'The world's a better place without you go join your dad' kept running through my head. Maybe it was a better place without me.