𝙁𝙭𝙘𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 - Chris Sturniolo

Chapter 36 ↣ fuck you

Gia's pov
I spent my free period in the library, alone. It was peaceful, but I know I'd rather have some company from a certain individual. He'd always be interested no matter what I did, he'd always make the most boring things fun, but it doesn't matter anymore, I need space.

It's now lunch, I grab my stuff and make my way into the canteen, I forgot to ask Tess to meet me, so I guess I'll have to face it. I walk to the table, Nick, Matt and Chris. Tess isn't there yet. I can't turn back now, they've already seen me. Fuck.

I walk over and sit next to Nick, I frantically message Tess, but she's on the other end of the school. I sigh, before putting my phone on the table. I stare at it, counting the seconds in my head that Tess is taking to get here. Too many, it's too awkward.

"You two going practice after school?" Nick asks Matt and Chris.
"Mhm, I need some sort of release" Chris says, what the fuck? I move my eyes to him and he's looking at me, well, not really looking, more like shooting daggers at me. I narrow my eyes in confusion and he just remains staring at me.
"Ahem, yea, we're going" Matt says, I think he could sense the tension, but I'm confused, I thought Chris agreed that we wouldn't 'hate' each-other, or did that only apply to me?

"This is fun." Chris says, I look at him once again before sighing louder this time and grabbing my stuff, walking away from the table.

It's 1.22am and I'm not tired. I spent the rest of the day with Tessa, Chris was being weird and I don't blame him, but he seems to be annoyed with me, he shouldn't be, but again, I can't blame him. I really, really need to talk to someone, I just can't, it doesn't feel right if it's not him.

I pick up my phone and scroll to his name, I shouldn't, I really shouldn't. It's been only a day and I can't stay away from him. He won't even answer though, but what if he does? I can't, I shouldn't.

I hit dial.

It rings out 6 times before it answers, I jump, my hands shaking.
"Hello?" My favourite voice says.
"Chris" I say, almost as a relief.
"Gia, stop it, don't do this to me, leave me alone. The whole point of this was you having space."
"I-"
"Goodnight Gianna.", and the phone cuts off.

I huff and scream into my pillow, tears streaming down the sides of my face, this was all my fucking fault, and now I can't fix it.

Chris' pov
My day was shit. I don't want to talk to anyone or be social anymore, everything gia does seems to annoy me.

Speaking of, my phone begins to ring. A familiar name on top, I contemplate whether to answer, but I'm curious as to what she wants.

"Hello?" I say, and she says my name, but I can't have her doing this to me, she's hurt me enough.

"Goodnight Gianna." I say, before cutting her off.
Why is she playing with me like this? I'm so fucking done with her.

Gia's pov
It's Friday. I haven't seen Chris much this week, I've been doing my best to avoid him, but I'm in the library on my free period. The free period I always share with Chris, and coincidentally, he's sat a few seats away from me.

I scroll continuously on my laptop, typing my essay quickly. Every so often I move my eyes to him, but he just seems to be writing notes. He's wearing a black tight long-sleeve with a backwards cap, couldn't be any more of a tease.

I sigh as I shut my laptop down and watch TikTok on my phone. I want to talk to him, and I'm obviously still broken, but I just need to talk to him, like a friend. I don't have any room in my life for love right now.
I look over at him and he looks at me, his face blank and still. He shrugs his shoulders, like he's asking me what I want. I sigh and move my stuff to the chair opposite him, and he huffs, crossing his arms and putting his pen down.

I sit down and sigh again. "I wanted to talk to you, you know." I tell him, he pulls a confused face. "The other night?"
"Ah." Is all he says.
"I thought we were 'done', Gianna?"
"Don't call me that Chris."
"Why? I don't owe you anything."
"Why are you acting so bitchy? I'm trying to do what's best for the both of us!" Because I am.
He scoffs, "yeah, well, you're not doing a very good job." He says, as he starts to stand up.

I grab his arm, "sit down idiot." I tell him, and he scrunches his face at me before sitting back down.
"Can you hurry up? I'm trying to minimise my interaction with you." He says.
"Why?" I ask.
He laughs in a sarcastic way, before his face goes back to serious.
"Why? Because you've broke me, Gia, you've hurt me, I don't want to be near you."
My face has confusion written all over it.

"You were right Gia, it is easier hating eachother" he says, my face drops as he stands up again.
"Now leave me alone, idiot." He says, before he forcefully walks off, leaving me alone, faces staring at mine. Fuck this.

I grab my stuff and practically jog to where he is, opening the doors to the library.
"What are you going on about Chris? I wasn't finished!"
"Yeah, well I was, leave me alone"
"You know I didn't want to hurt you, stop being stupid!"
"If you didn't want to, you wouldn't have, now fuck off!"
My face scrunches in anger, "what's your fucking problem!"
"YOU! You broke up with ME! Stop following me and calling me! I want to be alone, away from YOU!"

"I just want to TALK Chris!"
"Well find someone else! I don't want to talk to you Gia, I don't like you!"
My face is in disbelief, how can he possibly hate me now? I thought he did love me, I suppose not.
"I just want fucking time Chris! My dad died!"
"You think I don't know? You think I don't care? I tried to help you Gia, but you didn't want me-"
He grabs at his neck and pulls of his necklace.
"I don't want this anymore." He hands me his 'g' necklace, my eyes glass over, but my anger is what comes out.

"Fuck you Chris" I yell, a little too loud.
"No, you know what, fuck you" he says, as he scoffs and walks away, I turn, my eyes trickling now. Nick staring at me, Matt shaking his head and going after Chris, Tessa and Alahna staring at me, I fully can't do this. My body shakes as I scream, "URGHHH!" And my tears stream.
"Gia!" Tess shouts, but I speed walk away, I'm going, I don't know where, but I'm going.

Notes
Idk how things have gotten even worse but ig they have LMFAO um ok 😕😕