Nicki POV
BEEP!!!! BEEP!!!! BEEP!!!! BEEP!!!!
Oh my goooooood Nicki huffed as she looked up from her pillow to find her alarm. She pressed the snooze button and slowly rose from her bed to go to the bathroom to do her morning routine. She got dressed ( what she's wearing is always in the picture above)She was in a little bit of an irritated mood given it was Monday, she had a pounding headache and she couldn't find any Advil for it, and she was still shaken by her and Meek's argument. She went downstairs and saw her mom cooking pancakes and eggs. She was about to grab her plate when her mom decided to clear her throat and speak.
Mama Carol: Soooo ummmm........ you're father called
Nicki: yes and is that supposed to mean something to me?
Mama Carol: don't be like that Onika you know your father loves you. Why don't you talk to him?
Nicki: Because he fucking left us mom!!!!! He abused you, he did drugs, he was an alcoholic. And then you got him help and got him better while raising us BY YOURSELF and he just leaves us with some hoe!!!!! He never loved us! He only cares about himself
I don't care about him and you shouldn't either!!!
Mama Carol: he's trying to change Onika !!!!
He's trying to make things right and if you keep ignoring him then he won't be able to do that.
Nicki: if he really wanted to change he wouldn't have left what was so important to him. If he really loved me he would have answered my calls or stopped by the house to see me!!
HONK HONK
Nicki: Bey's here. I'm gonna leave. But tell that nigga that if he wanna talk to me he's gonna have to make more effort than talking to me through a fucking phone.
Nicki stormed out the door and rushed to Bey's car thinking they were probably going to be a little late. She was fuming. She hated the idea of her father wanting to all of a sudden be a parent after years of neglect and negativity. She for sure didn't need another man telling her what to do either.
Beyoncé: aye, I heard you in there with your mom. Are you gonna be ok?
Nicki: yeah.
Nicki stared out the window
Beyoncé: do you wanna talk about it?
Nicki: not right now. I'm sorry can we pleases go I really don't want to keep staring at this house.
Beyoncé: oh sorry lets go
On their way to school they did not say a word to each other.Bey knew that the best way to handle an angry Nicki is to leave her alone and let her blow off steam until she's ready to talk about it. She knows that Nicki usually has a lot going on and sometimes Nicki snaps and says some things she doesn't mean when she's irritated. While Bey focused on the road Nicki was staring out the window not saying a word.
Beyoncé: Nicki
Nicki: ......
Beyoncé:NICKI
Nicki:......
Beyoncé: NICKI!!!!!!!
Nicki: huh?
Beyoncé: we're here c'mon.
Nicki: ok
Nicki and Beyoncé got out of the car and walked into school. The whole time Nicki felt all eyes on her. She got the usual dirty looks from the girls and the guys looking her up and down before deciding whether to approach her or not and then deciding not to because they knew who her boyfriend was.
She went to her locker and got her books.
Nicki: fuck
She mumbled under her breath. She remembered that she had a math test that she didn't study for.(the same one she was talking about with her mom.) Nicki is in honors math and though she is really smart school has not been her priority these days and failing tests will make her mother aware of that. She knew she'd be in some deep shit if her mom caught her in the drugs and gangs scene. Before she went into the classroom she looked over her notes and prayed to God she wasn't gonna completely bomb the test.
