bsd storys or oneshorts

💕[expect Him..]✨ !Soukoku!

Soouoku
Boyxboy
Past double black era
Fluff and angst?
I know Chuuya doesn't have dreams but today he gonna have them for this
Bad grammar
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People say I'm a heartless monster, worthless, useless, or even not human except one. Chuuya nakaara when I was by him I felt more human for some reason it's like he was the reason I felt more human or even human, yes I know I would say I hate him or tease him about his looks but it was a lie I love him. He was the most beautiful boy I met.. I think about him every time I go to bed but now.. That I left him forever. I don't think I could've ever told him my confession for him. "My dear Chuuya if you reading this, I wanted to say I have loved you for some time, I lied about your looks You are beautiful and I'm sorry I left you but I cannot stay here anymore but don't forget me chibi as I will ever be in your heart, sunset or by you in the afterlife. Goodbye, dear chibi." -by Dazai O.

Pov chuuya:As I read the note I felt tears come down my face as I muttered "You stupid waste of bandages...why" I fall to my knees then my floor apartment.

Chuuya cried that night and drank until he blackout but later that night he woke up because he heard a voice call for him "Chuuya~" he thought he just hearing things until he heard it again "Chibi" Someone whined.

Dazai tried to get Chuuya to wake him "Chuuya ~," he said as he lightly shook him but only got a groan{mhm) to say he didn't want to wake him but wake up he saw tears down his cheek he could not lie e was worried, he calls him again "chibi." he saw that he woke up in a panic but when chuuya saw dazi he calm down "you okay chuuya?" chuuya didn't say anything but he hugged dazai which is surprising cuz he doesn't hug anymore but I hugged him back patting his head to call down.