4-rude

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sunday, august 22nd
irl + messages

(maddies pov)
time: 7:00

it's around 7:00pm and we all have just been chilling around the house and im hungry as hell. my stomach keeps growling so i decide to text the groupchat.

MESSAGES

the gang
maddie - mads💗
chris - chrispy creme 😛
matt - our personal driver 🤞
nick - the only homo 🏳️‍🌈

mads💗
can we get mcdonalds plss?

the only homo 🏳️‍🌈
YES PLEASEEE

our personal driver 🤞
im not driving.

chrispy creme 😛
your the only one who can drive stupid fuck

the only homo 🏳️‍🌈
PLEASE MATTTT

mads💗
YEAH PLEASE MATT

our personal driver 🤞
fine come meet me in the car
mads💗
TY MATT ILY

messages ended

i jumped out of bed and slipped on my uggs, brushed my hair and rain downstairs to the car. all my brothers were already in the car. I opened the door
"hey peeps"
"hey mads" nick says smiling at me
"alright hurry and get in the car kid" matt says
"sorry" i say, getting in the car. we drive down the street to mcdonalds
"what do yall want?" nick asks
"a ten piece nugget with a pepsi" chris says
"get me the same please" i say
"she's learned from the best" chris says, dabbing me up
"i just want a happy meal with a dr. pepper" matt says
"aww baby matt wants a happy meal" i say
"shut the fuck up mads"
"god my bad" i say, shocked
"matt chill out dude" chris says, hitting his shoulder. he doesn't say anything. i just sit back shocked about what he said. he's never said anything like that to me, he's usually really sweet to me. maybe something's going on, i shouldnt stress it to much. Nick orders the food and we pull up to the window. Chris hands me my food and i sip my pepsi
"when are you guys filming again?"
"hmm I don't know. you wanna be in the next one mads?" nick asks
"umm sure" ive never been in one of there car videos, but everyone knows of me cause they always talk about me. i dont know how I feel about it, but maybe ill love it. we drive off and head home. I eat my food while scrolling on tiktok. we finally arrive at home and i walk inside
"thanks matthew" i say
"yep"
"what's up with you?"
"what do you mean? nothing"
"you've been really rude to me today"
"well maybe your just to sensitive"
"but I didn't even do anything.."
"you haven't done anything? maddie you drag all 3 of us into your shit life problems and put it all on us" ( GUYS IK MATT WOULD NEVER DO THIS HE IS THE SWEETEST HUMAN ON EARTH ITS JUST FOR THE STORYLINE)
"matt chill, she hasn't done anything." chris says. I can feel the tears build up in my eyes
"are you fucking kidding me? she comes to me everyday crying over something stupid as shit. and i have to deal with it"
"matt you've got to be kidding me she's 15, fuck off" nick says
"i need to chill? tell her."
"oh." i say, with tears falling down my face. i thought matt was the only one who understood what i go through, but why would he do this? he is the person i trust most in life
"see, she's already crying"
"ok matt, if that's what you think I'll just leave you alone." i grab my drink and run upstairs into my room. i shut my door and cry on the ground
"I didn't do anything" i say to myself, quietly

(Chris's pov)

"matt what the actual fuck was that?" i say
"what the hell do you mean? you guys have to see where im coming from"
"no we fucking don't. SHES 15 MATT, of course she's gonna need our help" nick says
"well im sick of it" we both just stare at matt in shock
"i can't believe you matt" i say, running up to maddies room. the doors locked. i try knocking
"mads, please let me in it's chris" no response.
"maddie please he didn't mean it."
"sounds like he did" i hear her say. her voice cracking
"maddie please let me in" no response again. i try turning the nob but nothing budges, but i finally remember matt has a spare key. i go run into his room and grab the key. i run across the hall back to Maddie's room, and unlock the door. i see her on the ground. her face covered with splotches and her mascara running down her face. i run up to her and hold her in my arms. she doesn't deserve what matt said to her.
"mads i promise he didn't mean it. he's in a shit mood right now"
"he still said it"
"well even if he did say it, me and Nick don't think it's a problem."
"that doesn't matter. i thought matt understood me, but clearly he doesn't." she says, between sobs
"mads, i promise you he doesn't think that, he loves you so much"
"ok."

(nicks pov)

"MATT WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?"
"nothing, she's just a piece of shit"
"matt i swear to god if you dont apologize to her right now"
"why should I?
"matt she's our fuckin little sister, she's done absolutely nothing wrong. matt your literally the person she trusts most and you might have just lost that." i say, before running up to Maddie's room. i see chris holding a sobbing Maddie in his arms. he looks over at me and just frowns. i run up to them and just stroke mads hair.
"maddie it's ok I promise, he's going to apologize."
"what if he doesn't? what if he meant it?"
"mads I promise he didn't, he's just in a weird mood right now"
"ok if you say so."

(matts pov)

what the fuck did i just do. i just made my little sister cry. the person who looks up to me the most, and i just tore her down. im the worst big brother ever. why would i do that? i had no right, no right at all. she's going to hate me. she's never going to forgive me. she's never going to talk to me again. all these thoughts keep going through my head. i can feel my chest start to get tight.
"no matter stop. there's no reason for you to cry, only Maddie should be." I tell myself, but I can't keep in the tears. my leg is bouncing and my breathing is uneven. i feel hot streams of tears fall down my face. I can't hold it in. I cry on the steps of my stairs with my head in my hands for about 10 minutes, before i decide I need to talk to Maddie. i walk into her room. I see the sight of a crying Maddie in both of my brothers hands and I wasn't there to comfort her. it was all my fault. nick looks back at me and just glares.
"mads?" I say
"don't call me that" she says, my heart shatters right there
"maddie i swear i didn't mean it"
"but you said it matt" she says, sitting up and looking at me.
"i know, i know and im so stupid for it. you didn't deserve it and you have every right to be mad at me"
"i mean of course im upset at you matt. i trust you and i thought you understood everything i was going through"
"i know maddie, and i was a shit head for going off on you." my eyes start filling with tears. one tear falls down my face
"it's ok matty, come here" maddie says, standing up. i walk over to her and she bring me into a hug. we stay in a hug for a little bit before i say,
"im so sorry maddie."
"its ok matty, oh also you can call me mads again!" she says, and I just laugh.

never hurting her feeling again

A/N: how do y'all like this chap? I lowkey love it but I wanna see how you guys like it! ALSO 500 READS! that's crazy! i love yall sooo much! this is a free space if you ever wanna talk to me about anything! also requests are open! love y'all!
OH ALSO ANOTHER QUESTION, do yall like Maddie?

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