STRIP YOU BARE || JJK FF || MATURE (18+)

CHAP 19 : UNSAID UNHEARD

Y/n's POV

I groaned as my alarm went off. The bright illumination blinding my view. I sat up kicking the blanket off me but then winced as I felt pain in my back. My body felt sore and tired. I rubbed my eyes but that only led me to turn hot as last night's memories ran through my head. I couldn't believe all that I was turning into..we were turning into. I wonder if I have ever been so transparent with someone before. He was that fire in me that always led to an explosion in my body. I was still in his room, so rather than waiting for someone else to witness my fucked up face, I walked to my room and locked it before settling on the bed. 

My body was sore, the red marks of the belt still looked fresh, but I wasn't offended. I loved them.

I smiled thinking about all that stuff but then my eyes fell on the mirror in front of me. My hair was dishevelled, my face glowing in an unusual manner. I looked wrecked.

"Hey Y/n.. you in there?" Sohee knocked .

I opened the door but she gasped which later turned into a smirk.

"Looks like someone had a very rough night." I quickly closed the door, pushing her inside. It was embarrassing. His sister and my best friend knew about us. Basically , we didn't speak about what Jungkook and I had between us. But it was no brainers for her to figure out what kind of statistics we had between us.

"What brings you here in the morning?" I asked as she sat on the bed.

"Oh well-" she took a wrapper out from her pocket "- Jungkook asked me to give you this and make sure you have it in front of me." She handed me the silver wrapper making me wonder what it was.

"What is it?" 

"Painkillers." 

"Why will he give me this?"

She sighed , rolling her eyes but then replied sarcastically." Babe, looking at the way you look right now it's no biggie that you guys have broken each other last night and my brother is worried about you so.." she ended pointing at the medicine in my hand.

"He didn't have to do that." I said sitting down beside her.

" He is a gentleman Y/n. And I think he cares for you." I smiled, shaking my head. If he was a gentleman, I was an innocent soul who knew nothing about sex. Outside the bedroom, yes he was quite caring but behind the closed doors gentleman and Jeon Jungkook didn't fit the same sentence.

"He is just being nice Sohee, I think you are overthinking. And not to forget your brother is a complete puzzle." 

"Hmm, I agree with you on this...he is a really mysterious guy. He never opens up with anyone.. especially after-"

She stopped in between looking down and I could feel a tear slipping from her eye. "-after what happened between him and mom. He has changed a lot. If that wasn't enough, London changed him alot."

I felt heavy suddenly ..as if I could relate to his pain . Although I wasn't knowing anything about him , about whatever happened between him and his mom , it felt like we had a connection. We spoke at the pizzeria last night and all those words he used for himself made sense. Although he never mentioned anything about his mother, I was sure the history was darker than he could explain. That guy hated himself so much, sure his past has given him a lot of pain.

"What happened to him?" 

Sohee looked my way , smiling sadly "That's not my story to say Y/n. In fact I don't know anything at all. All I know is our mom and he had some big issue and that changed him when he was young. You and him have a relationship now. He wouldn't be happy to see you hearing this from someone else. I don't know what happened between him and mom.. nobody told me and Jungkook never told anyone what happened with him in London..so he is the only person who can tell you this."