Come Back To Me

27. Come Back To Me

Mew keep hugging Gulf tightly until the other one feels calm and he stop crying. Mew strokes Gulf's hair "Hei.. I'm here" he said

Gulf who still thinking this is his only imagination getting back to his sense after hearing Mew's voices 
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Long silent with only Gulf hiccup echoed the room

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Finally Mew released Gulf from his embrace, "Baby...." he said calling Gulf

"I'm sorry, it's just a nightmare" Gulf said

"Is this happened to you a lot?" Mew concerned

Gulf just shake his head not wanting to share his thought, and harsly wake up from the bed "this is not my place" he said

Mew seating at the end of the bed "Look I don't know where you stay and you slept in a minute after entering the car" he tried to explain

Grabbing his phone then Gulf call Mild "Pick me up on the location I just shared" Gulf said to the phone, then Gulf realized the room he slept was their very room, where the shared their sweet time and sweet moment before everything bad things happened, Gulf take a glance to every angels of the room then he walk to the door and keep walking to the main door of the house

Mew just dumbstruck by the action and following gulf, but when Gulf open the main door, Mew grab his hand "No, you are not going anywhere, you belong here, see many of you photographs still here, this house belong to you" Mew said in verge of anger

Gulf harsly turn his side to Mew, widened his eyes "Me what?" his voice clearly loud "I don't belong anywhere, even if you my old love, you don't even wants me. I heared it clearly when you said it to Mom"

"Look, I know I broke your heart, moved to Hong Kong, and I'm so sorry, I hurted you. I didn't call you, I didn't try to remember you, I didn't try to find you, I'm sorry that I totally forgot about you." Mew let his stressed out

Gulf stay frozen, back facing Mew that try to apologized. Gulf knew, the reason Mew lost his memories is because of the accident, and that beyond their will. 

Gulf turn back and now facing Mew, "You know, I miss you, I miss you even though I looked at your photos, time is so cruel, I hate us." he stop, then continue "You didn't know, how long that I have waited, and how many sleepless night that I have spent to see you, to meet you, to acknowledge by you, for you to remember me, but what in return, nothing." and suddenly Gelf felt his leg weak

"This all beyond my will Gulf" Mew said slowly, now Mew pull Gulf hand and make gulf seated on the couch, so do Mew, he also seated beside Gulf, "Calm down, Please?" Mew said, but got no response from Gulf

"Why now?" Gulf asked slowly

Mew seated on the couch with his elbow on his knees and his palm holding his head down "I was trying to get an answer, in the world around me, I was going crazy, I was unhappy, something is missing, everything was so exhausting, I don't even have happy memories to hold on" Mew paused and take a deep breath "But remember when I saw you the other day when you visiting Hong Kong? I recognize your eyes" mew paused "I somehow felt you are the light that I need, I left all in Hong Kong and all the way back here, I need you, I want you, and after Zee told me some story about you, about us, my heart aching, I have to meet you." Mew stopped

Gulf just staring Mew with sad eyes, both of them have gone through though time, but Gulf could not open his heart just like that. 

There are two different things, Gulf have been fighting his dark days with a hurting heart and the memories always stick on his head, and Mew felt something missing but unknowing Gulf existence 
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After a while, it's still very early morning "Gulf.." Mild's  voice sounded from outside, Gulf left mew that still seated on the couch without word.

But Mew move quickly to follow Gulf and grab his wrist, tighten his hold, "I don't know how to approach you, how to win your heart back, but know that I need you Gulf, and one other thing you should know, I need you to come back to me"

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Mew, I want to see you

Gulf, you may leave