Come Back To Me

23. Unplanned Meeting

It's time for Gulf to back to Bangkok, again at the departure, the fans gathering to bid him good bye and with his warm smile he left Hong Kong.

Entering the first class, all of Gulf's staff seated at the business class while he alone seated at the first class, the steward lead him to his assigned seat, where could be the fate always beyond reason, the other side of the seat are his ex-boyfriend, the CEO of MS Corporation, his beloved, Mew, seated beautifully with his eyes closed, black shirt with maroon suit, his hair nicely styled up. Silently Gulf seated on his seat, trying not to wake-up the other one. This is so wierd, he said in low tone. 

The plane beautifully took off, 3 hours ahead they seated side by side. This is the first time they being so closed to each other after the break up, it's almost 2 years. Feeling awkward, Gulf try to shut his eyes, but end up eyeing the other side, is this feeling still here? is he even remember me? why is he here, is he following me? gulf inner thought filling his head. 

Mew suddenly moving his body signified he's wake up, but gulf just couldn't look away still eyeing Mew, Mew open his eyes, feeling something or someone watching him, he look at the other side about to find out. The unplanned meeting, their eyes meet each other. Gulf hurriedly looking at the window, pretend never looked at the other side.

Awkward...

Silent...

Long silent..

"Hey.." sound hoarsed. Finally, it was Mew who greeted Gulf first. Looking at Gulf, a handsome young guy with the tired eyes.

Gulf's stared blankly to the screen in front of him, his heart beat faster now, why? why now? why here? confused by his own feeling, Gulf can not reply the greeting he's got just now, he closed his eyes, pretend to be asleep. It's hurt him so much, remembering the pain he has gone through all this time, the heart broken, the loneliness, the tears, the sleepless night, the nightmares. why is he here, why now, this is not funny anymore, tears unknowingly rolled down to his cheeks.

Mew can't believe what he's saw, a tears, he never knew how hurt it can be just by seeing the tears. His tired eyes, I wanna touch it, that pained tears, I wanna wipe it, his fluffy hair.. I wanna hold him.. My hand wanna hold you.. I hurted the most precious thing in this world, i hurted him a lot. Mew began to realize the painful things he had done. But He doesn't know what to do in this situations.

Sobbing...

Gulf himself confused by his own feeling, the tears keep on flowing, the person he misses the most is now beside him, but this somehow also hurting him, how cold the world revolved around him for the last 2 years, how he pretended to be strong for the past year, how badly he missed Mew, all the thought comes together making him getting more sadder. Suddenly he felt someone touch his hand making him open his eyes, looking to the owner of hand that touched him, Mew.

Mew touch Gulf's hand and getting closer to Gulf's side, "Sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable, I can move" Mew suggest nearly whisper, their eyes deep staring at each other, the heart surely missing each other.

The touch sending electricity to Gulf, how bad Gulf missed this special touch by his special one.

Gulf shook his head "N-no.."

Long paused

"Stay.. here.." Gulf said in low tone. The touch makes him feel calmer.

After some times, the steward serve them with some foods and wine. Still wondering, Gulf take a glace to Mew's side, "Did you remember?" Finally one question out of his head.

"The memories, I still can't remember, but you, I know you" Mew said, sound sad.

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Mew, when I brushed your hand, the cold heart becomes warm, I want to get closer to you and rest, but the distance between us never go away. I'm sorry for hurting you.

Gulf, the touch that I missed the most. But it's still hurt somehow.