Jk POV
I throwed myself on the bed and what surprised me the most is today my tears didn't flow. Maybe they also don't want to be with me. (Sighs) I'm really becoming a crazy. I slightly smiled at my own thoughts. Sometimes I feel like a pathetic person who is good for nothing. I neither have any friends nor my phone. At least if I have a phone right now it will really help me to divert my mind. I really miss hyungs so much. If they would be here they would surely understand me and didn't let that monster to beat me. I wish that they would come early before something bad happens. Sometimes I want to end up myself but I don't have this much courage.
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Within these thoughts in his mind he drifted into sleep.
Time skip 》 next morning
Jk pov
The rays of the sun hitted my face which makes me open my eyes in frustration. I slowly opened my eyes adjusting to the light of the sun and sat on the bed. I looked at my hand which still have wounds. I remember that today is Saturday so he(tae) gonna stay at home. I went to do my morning routine and to take shower. I came from the bathroom and stand in front of the mirror. I am half naked only a towel wrapped around my waist. I looked at my body in the mirror which is covered with belt mark and bruises. My neck also has a mark of his hand. Unknowingly tears started flowing from my eyes but I wiped them off.
Jk: ( to himself) how pathetic I look ( teary eyes)
Jk : never mind ( sad smile)
I then went downstairs and directly went towards the kitchen to make breakfast. Today I'm feeling a little low, so I decided to make something easy. I didn't had dinner and breakfast yesterday and I think that's the reason I'm feeling little low. I made some pancakes and ate my breakfast. After having my breakfast I went towards my room cuz I'm not feeling well. I laid on the bed and some memories started coming in my mind.
Flashback :
??: Hyungie, I want to eat ice cream ( whining)
??: No, you have already had a lot of junk food( stern)
??: Pwease ( puppy eyes)
??: No( stern)
??: okay( looked down)
?? : Aww! My jungkook became sad( soft)
Jk: Hmm, Taetae hyungie is bad ( pout)
Tae: Sorry kookie ( sad)
Jungkook looked at his sad face and quickly hugged him which made taehyung to chuckle at his actions. Jungkook then broke the hug.
Jk: solwy hyungie don't become sad because of me! (cute pout)
Tae: My bub you are so cute!(kissed his cheek)
Jk: Hyung it tickles ( giggle)
Tae: I love you bub ( soft)
Jk: love you more hyung (giggle)
Flashback ends
Jk pov
Tears were flowing from my eyes. Those moments were really something I wish I can go back and live those moments again. The word bub, kookie,bunny turned into Bitch, I hate you, why don't you die( sighs).
Really we came so far. I then take a diary from my drawer and write something and put it back. I then covered my body with soft duvet and closed my eyes.
To be continued.......
( sorry for this boring part)
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The Hidden Pain ✔
أدب الهواة??: Bitch, what will u do after completing your study, huh(stern) ??:Hyung , leave my hair(crying) ??:Hyung, plz don't use belt ??:It hurts ??:A killer like you should die (angry) ??:Hyung believe me . . . . . . . . A abusive brother
