Did We Made It?

9.

Harry: I'm okay...I just wanted some silence...

Liam: *I put one of my hands on his shoulder* do you rather to be alone?

Harry: I...I don't know...

Louis: *I crouched down in front of him* we are all here for you, just don’t forget that...

Harry: I can't do it tonight Loueh...*I whispered*

Louis: eh eh that’s okay...*I start caressing his knee with my thumb* tonight you will be fabulous, like every time you are on stage...

Harry: I can't do it...

Niall: don't say that Harry...

Louis: the day begun pretty bad but, tonight, it’s gonna be awesome!

Liam: you’re gonna shine Harry!

Zayn: Yeah, you will...

Harry: no...no I won't. You don't understand me. I said that I can't do it...

Louis: we try to understand you Hazz, but we need explanations about why you can’t do it...

Harry: my lungs feel like tied together and I can't sing like I have before...

Zayn: you’ve always been nervous, but you could sing, is there something that happened recently? Maybe some bad news?

Louis: *I take one of his hands and put it near my knees*

Harry: don't care about it Zee...*I felt Loui's brave movement. I blushed* u-uh...

Liam: and hum…do you have some pills? Maybe they can help you to breath correctly...

Harry: no, I don't. I'm helpless...

Louis: *I tighten the pressure on his hand* come on Harry, don’t say that. You’re fucking strong, it is just a bad day maybe…

Harry: *I looked on the floor again*

Louis: *I stick my gaze on the floor too, realising that it can be a bad day technically. We shared our first kiss today...I'm so dumb...*

Niall: have you already thought about seeing a therapist? You know, to talk about that to someone who can help you and not just listen?

Harry: I have...

Zayn: maybe you should go to see a specialist, mental health is important...

Harry: *I nodded and squeezed Loui's hand*

Louis: *I start to caress the back of his hand with my thumb* we’re here, I am here...*I whisper*

Harry: I know...and I appreciate you guys...

Zayn: we love you Harry...

Niall: yeah we do!

Harry: I love you too...

Liam: do you feel a little bit better?

Harry: *I nodded*

Niall: okay, can we rehearse Little Things a bit? I just want to know it clearly...

Liam: you know it Niall. Just don't stress over your part...

Zayn: sing your part if you want and we will tell you our opinion...*I propose to reassure him*

Niall: okay, then let's go. We have time till 6pm. We can visit Paris a little...

Louis: yeahhh I love that idea...*I reply, with a huge excitation to visit my favourite city*

Harry: I love it too...

Liam: *I help Harry to get up* okay let’s go...

Harry: *I held onto Loui's hands*

Zayn: oh, can we go to the place where the Eiffel tower is? I’ve never seen it before...

Niall: dude, not even on pics?

Harry: *I was watching Loui*

Zayn: of course I saw pics, but I’ve never seen it in real life...

Harry: guys? Can we talk a little at first?

Liam: Yeah?

Harry: I want to tell you something...

boys: *we all stare him, waiting for him to speak, it seemed important*

Harry: well, you know, that I fell in love with someone in x-factor...

Louis: *a smile is drawing on my face. Did he say what he just fucking said?! My blue eyes look into his green eyes*

Harry: and since then, I tried to hide it, but I think that you know, that I love him more than anybody else...

Niall: come on! Tell us!

Louis: *I fix a smile on my face. I can’t realise what he’s saying. I start to be nervous, my breath was pretty fast. Why am I fucking nervous?*

Liam: *I look at Harry and then Louis, with a smile. I know*

Harry: I-I like L-Loui...*I breathed out*

Niall: ahhhhh we knew it!

Zayn: good choice ! *I add with a little tap on his shoulder*

Liam: we are so proud of you guys...

Louis : *I look at Harry with a big smile, still shocked about what he just announced*

Harry: *I blushed hardly* thank you...

Louis: intense day...*I add with a little nervousness. I don’t understand my body. I’m happy about the fact that they know now, but I’m still fucking scared, and I just can’t find the reason*

Harry: Lou? What's wrong? You're all pale...*I walked to him, holding his face*

Louis: *I put my palms on the back of his hands* no no don’t worry, I’m totally okay...*I say to reassure him and myself at the same time*

Harry: are you sure?

Louis: 200 percent...*I reply with a little smile*

Harry: okay...*I smiled*

Louis: *I get away from Harry’s hands* hum- okay so…hum- now let’s go visit Paris...*I propose*

Harry: do you want a kiss to calm down? *I smirked*

Louis: tonight...*I reply to play his game*

Harry: *I blushed some more* u-u-uh...okay...

Louis: okay let’s see this city now...

It's finally out! Boys revealed their secret to lads😉
Harry and his anxiety aren't "good friends". (Iykyk😂)
Loads of love
~S&J
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