Louis: why are you saying that? Fuck, you’re gonna make it Harry, believe me!
Harry: please stop. I really don't feel well since morning...
Louis: I’ll stop when you’ll believe me…why are you so nervous and hopeless since this morning? Please explain it to me…
Harry: I don't know...*I rather sat down, because my head started to spin a little*
Louis: *I hold his hand and his waist while he sits down. I don’t want him to faint* you have to see a doctor Harry, you may need pills...
Harry: you think that we should go now?
Louis: put your mind and body back together and then we can go...
Harry: *I nodded, watching my feet. His voice was so cold. And it was because of my chaotic behaviour. But I really can't help it. I really don't feel well since morning...*
Louis: *I sit next to him and pull him against me* okay come here...*I whisper*
Harry: *I cuddled myself to him*
Louis: *I hug him tighter, caressing his hair*
Harry: *I chose to speak* I really don't know what is wrong with me...
Louis: *a silence takes place between us. after a few seconds, I reply* you just have to trust yourself Harry, you doubt your abilities when you are quite capable…*I try to reassure him* and, hum…you know, you are also quite capable to fight your anxiety...
Harry: *I was listening to his speech*
Louis: and don’t worry for tonight, really, you will be great. You know it’s okay if you can’t sing high notes today, fans will understand...
Harry: *I nodded again*
Louis: *I stay quiet, my hand still on his hair*
Harry: I hope you're saying truth...*I gulped*
Louis: hey, I’m always right Harold...*I respond with a little laugh*
Harry: *I chuckled and I slightly got up from him*
Louis: *I get up after him and start walking towards the elevator. I am concerned about his behaviour. I really want to do something for him, but I can’t and nobody can too. only he can…*
Harry: *I walked after him into the elevator. There was a lot, what was going on in my mind*
Louis: we enter in the elevator, both quiet. I give to him a few looks to check, if he is okay*
Harry: *I looked up at him* wanna hear a joke?
Louis: I’m listening...*I smile*
Harry: knock knock...*I grinned*
Louis: who is it?
Harry: Harry...
Louis: *oh I don’t know this one* Harry who?
Harry: Harry who loves you...
Louis: *the fact that he just said that out loud, makes me feel a mix of emotions fuck he is so cute…I take his hand without words and make a real smile*
Harry: I was planning a joke at first, but now, not anymore...
Louis: it was better than a joke Harry...
Harry: *I smiled. But it wasn't just any smile. It was my cheeky smile from 2010*
Louis: oh I got a deja vu with this smile...
Harry: you do? *I giggled*
Louis: *the door of the elevator opens, I remove my hand from his* yeah, my favourite smile personally...
Harry: Is it?
Louis: *I bit my bottom lip and start to blush* yeah…
Harry: awww. That's cute...
Louis: yeah, hum, anyway…*still blushing*
Harry: so, where are we going? *I asked, as we left elevator*
Louis: *I look at everywhere, completely lost in this huge city* hum…good question, very good question, love this question, hum…to be honest I don‘t know. We can join the boys if you want to?
Harry: what about the doctor?
Louis: the…doctor?
Harry: you said it moments ago...up on the tower...
Louis: oh yeah. *I exclaim* I was just not prepared to hear that you accept to see a doctor today. It’s a good choice Harry…
Harry: do I have other choice? *I bent down, to pick up my inhaler from the ground*
Louis: *I don’t know what to say, obviously I don’t have any answers for that* I don’t know to be honest. *I look at the ground everywhere to help him find his inhaler*
Harry: what are you doing? I already got it...*I chuckled*
Louis: bruh i didn’t notice sorry...*I laugh*
Harry: That's okay. But you're gonna need to speak. Cause I know nothing from french...
Louis: *woah I didn’t think about that* wait, I can’t speak french Harry...*I add with a nervous laugh*
Harry: *I started laughing* Chill out mon amour. I can talk in french like hit on you...
Louis: *I just stare at him, my eyes full of fun. I shake my head* what the fuck...*I laugh*
Harry: *I smirked* what?
Louis: no no nothing, I wasn’t prepared to hear «mon amour» from your mouth...*I blush*
Harry: *I smiled* get used to it. Imma call you only nicknames, when we will be in private.
Louis; oh, I like it...*I reply almost with a whisper*
Harry: well, then let's go find some hospital or something...
Louis: *I take my phone and search a doctor near from where we are* I have some adresses, but maybe we need to call in first, to know if they can give you an appointment for today...
Harry: *I nodded* okay...
Louis: hum so you speak or I speak? *I ask before calling the doctor*
Harry: I can...*I took his phone from his hand and leaned it to my ear*
Louis: *I just stare at him, impressed by his way to handle the situation*
Harry: Hello, this is Harry Styles at the phone...*I spoke and then I stayed quiet*
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Did We Made It?
FanfictionIt's 2014 and boys are currently touring in Paris. Harry, is deeply in love with Loui since the early start and on one rainy morning, he is finally ready to say it all... Story with @justine__203
