Blue Betta

1. First encounter

Jinsoul slammed her laptop closed giving out a frustrated sigh.

She thinks to herself for a moment then looks at her roommate who looks a little bored on her laptop, "Jungeun."

"Yes, Jinsoul?"

"I think I am sexually depressed." It's true, Jinsoul was extremely dissatisfied with her sex life. Not once has she been aroused or even remotely close to finishing and having those figurative fireworks burst inside her mind. She was starting to get irritated and impatient. She was tired of waiting for something to happen. She just wanted someone to finally give her the satisfaction she's never experienced, but she has yet to meet that person. Jungeun gives her an annoyed look before replying, "What the fuck does that mean?"

"I don't think my lady bits work!" Maybe it's just biology that's what Jinsoul studies anyways. Maybe the gods above were like 'haha nerd you like science how to do you like this' and gave Jinsoul the anatomy equivalent to a Barbie doll, lacking the sensitivity and all that.

"Jinsoul I swear to fucking Christ if you don't shut up about your vagina not working I will personally smack you into orbital space." Jungeun beckons the girl with her finger after each word, trying to get the point across. The threatened girl pouts and Jungeun goes back to whatever homework she has due that night believing the awkward conversation is over.

"But-"

"NO," Jungeun reaches for slipper and slightly aims for Jinsoul. The flimsy shoe falls short just a few inches from Jinsoul's bed.

"I can't even watch porn like I was just watching this shit and literally nothing...nada... I'm completely devoid of the feeling of anything remotely aroused." The whole time Jinsoul's explaining herself the blonde across from her is looking at the floor for it now seemed more interesting than the perplexed dark haired girl.

"You were watching...while I'm sitting right here." It's not like Jinsoul was gonna do anything anyways. She's never had to do that since there was no point. She's never had the urge to.

"Yes, I was watching porn what about it?"

The blonde leans back in her chair and stares at the ceiling, questioning her choices up to the point where she chooses to live with Jinsoul. "I thought you were watching a nature documentary I mean the way you were focusing seemed as if you're life depended on it."

Jinsoul ponders for a moment, tapping her finger on her chin hoping it will help her reply come quicker. "In a way yeah I was really focused on getting horny," she chirps looking at her roommate expectantly.

"Okay and I am now officially done talking to you." The blonde sighs, shakes her head, then pulls out some headphones and starts blasting music and goes back to her studies. Jinsoul pouts knowing that if she annoys Jungeun further she'll actually hit her with a slipper, so she opts out to reopening her laptop instead. She first closes out of 'She's not a lesbian, she's just a vagetarian' and pulls up some homework and starts working right away. Jinsoul can't help but think her roommate might be onto something. Maybe she does need to stop thinking about her problems and focus on something more important like her biology courses instead of why her coochie doesn't seem to have a personality.

For as long as Jinsoul can remember she's always been like this. Sure she's had a girlfriend here and there and a few hookups but she had always ended up feeling bored during it and just indifferent afterward. Hell once she was fucking a girl and was feeling a little hungry in the middle of fingering her so she stopped altogether. The girl nonchalantly licked her fingers and pulled out some green tea jelly. Jinsoul doesn't know if the girl she was fucking was madder at the fact that she just denied her release or that she ate jelly with her fingers.