Blue Betta

4. Falling

"So shall I walk you home?" The tone that she used was provocative and Jinsoul couldn't help but think that she was suggesting something way more than just a walk home. The sly woman in front of her confused her. The whole night had confused her. She had seen many different sides to Sooyoung in the span of a few hours. How angry she got when Haseul had spat cruel words. Jinsoul kept racking her brain for explanations. Why had she gotten so upset?

The younger girl had seen the tears glossing her eyes and felt how her hands shook in her own. She was completely deflated and it had compelled Jinsoul to confess her feelings subtlety. The blonde was so into the moment that she had even planted a soft kiss on Sooyoung's lips. She had been so overwhelmed with everything that had happened that she forgot to reflect on her and the other woman's actions and really think about what happened outside that convinced Sooyoung to stay.

Sooyoung shouldn't have been that upset if she thought of Jinsoul as just a client. Sooyoung had said she'd end up running her off, but why did that matter to her. Jinsoul didn't pay her for their sessions and when Haseul had said she would end up hurting her she most likely meant the physical way. Not the emotional way. Maybe she was just sensitive and Haseul's words had got to her. Or maybe she actually felt the same way as Jinsoul.

No that wasn't it. Jinsoul thinks that maybe she had been a bit overwhelmed too and said those things in the spur of the moment. She doesn't want to run Jinsoul off because well maybe she does like her, but not in that way Jinsoul likes her. She recalls what Sooyoung had said in their last meeting. She too had enjoyed their sessions. Jinsoul concluded that maybe Sooyoung was bored with all the men she had to satisfy so when Jinsoul had come in it had peaked the dominatrix's interest.

Jinsoul had started to panic. What if Sooyoung was just interested in her since she was something new? She dealt with hairy men all day and if some young college girl had come for your services it would be kinda exciting. She would be into it right? Jinsoul's theory was that Sooyoung was just having her fun with her. She went with the flow of life similar to Jinsoul. That would explain all the things she did. Like how she had agreed to dinner and agreed to come back in. Because that's where life was taking her not because she actually wanted to do it and spend time with Jinsoul.

She felt her heart pace quickening. She needed to stop overthinking. Maybe Sooyoung didn't remember the conversation they had and she didn't remember the kiss. Jinsoul needed time. She needed time to think about this. Her negativity was making her believe that Sooyoung might be playing games with her. The blonde is shook out of her thoughts when a familiar hand waves in front of her face. "Helloooo Jinsoul let's go I'm walking you home." The girl that was zoning out stares into concerned eyes. She turns her body and starts walking.

"Hey wait!" Jinsoul stops and flips back around only to have Sooyoung right in front of her. Her breath hitches at the proximity of their faces. She looks at parted lips and swallows harshly when the bottom one is swiped by a tongue. A tongue that was almost inside her half an hour ago. She flicks her gaze back up to dark eyes and stands her ground. "I want to go home," Sooyoung's brows raise, "Alone."

Sooyoung's brows raise even more and her body scrunches as she waves her hands, "No, I didn't mean it like that! I just don't want you walking home alone I mean it's like a 45 minute walk." Jinsoul's not really convinced. Her insecurities getting the best of her. The negative thoughts burrowing in that Sooyoung is attracted to her. Only attracted to her. "I don't believe you."

Sooyoung purses her lips and scratches at her head. "I'm serious, I want to spend more time with you is that not okay?" Jinsoul looks at the ground and pouts. Maybe she's questioning the woman in front of her too much. "I...you want to spend more time with me?" Plump lips spread out into a wide smile and the older woman nudges the pouting blonde with her first. "Of course I do silly. Why are you acting like this? Did I do something wrong?"