𝒜 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒻𝒻𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓃𝓉. [𝑅.𝒫]

𝟢𝟨: 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝒻𝒻𝑒𝓇

𝐸𝓂𝑒𝓇𝓎'𝓈 𝒫.𝒪.𝒱

We arrived at madelyns apartment twenty minutes after we left the beach which wasn't long me and the girls were in maddies room while the guys were arguing about what movie we're gonna watch carmen , Madelyn and Maddison are sat on maddies bed having a conversation I'm sat on Madelyn's bed with my song book on my lap writing my feelings down into a song my feelings for Rudy to be more clearer when my feelings get too much to hold in I write them into songs it feels easier to hold them in once I've done that it feels like I've actually got them feelings out of my mind I've only been sat here for ten minutes or so and I've got near on a whole song written

Hey em we're gonna go down stairs now is that okay Maddison says
Okay can I just use the bathroom please I say putting my stuff in my bag but forgetting to close my book
Yeah sure I'll take your bag down for you if you want em carmen asks
Yeah thank you I say and give her my bag we all walk out of maddies room and Madelyn gives me directions to the bathroom I go in there and do my business
I wash my hands then head down stairs to join the others

I walk into the living room, I see that the only available seat is next to Rudy I sit down and grab my bag I pull out my book and pen I continue writing down lyrics for the song that I'm working on that is until jd comes plopping down next to me the opposite of me hello he says happily

Hi I question chuckling
Whatcha writing in there he questions
I smile and shrug nothing I say quietly as I go to close my notepad just as I'm I do I accidentally drop it on the floor I'm about to pick it up when Rudy beats me to it he picks it up and it's still open he's reading it I lean over and try to take it away from him as I feel my cheeks heat up
Ru can I have it back please I say he shakes his head laughing which makes the others laugh I try to get it from him but he stands up he's a tall he's like 6 foot i quickly stand up and try to reach it when he moves it higher and says I'm just having a look em don't worry he says winking and continues reading it I slump down on the couch next. To jd who's laughing his head off along with the group and carmen I grab the throw pillow and put my face in it

Is this a song em Rudy says sitting back down next to me I nod my head not taking out of the pillow 
You write songs Austin asks curiously
Yeah but I don't sing them I just write them I shrug

I wanna see jd says
Sorry dude but I didn't even realise how deep her feelings were for someone so I kinda invaded her privacy sorry em Rudy says I take my head from the pillow and nod I eventually get the courage to say it's okay they can read it I say playing with the hem of my shirt

Are you sure em carmen asks knowing I don't usually let anyone read my songs unless I'm close to them I give her a subtle nod as i say yeah you can all read it and try figure out who it's about I say chucking

We know them drew asks
I don't know do you know them I question to make it look less obvious
The group looks so confused before jd speaks up
Emery can I read it first please he says I nod smiling Rudy passes him the book and plops down next to me we all look at jd as he's reading then he looks at me

Okay first damn girl your good he says which makes me blush
Second do I know them he try's to get me to give him an answer which makes. Me laugh
JD good luck getting an answer out of emery when she has a special secret that only she knows she's like a safe locks it all in carmen says laughing

True that once in kindergarten my brother Tate had this bear I loved and he didn't want to give it to me so I took it and hid it and he only found it two years ago I say laughing