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━━━━━━ Chapter Six.
❛ Am I a star? ❜⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯
Heeseung
Jake, what about you and Sunghoon did you leave early?
We had to talk about something
Ok, now we are at Sohee's house, she would be very happy to see you two :)
HEESEUNG TEXT HIM. Jake turns the phone towards Sunghoon to show him the chat and asks him: <Shall we go?>
<Let's go> He accepts with a smirk on his face, so they left the house and headed towards the girl's house. After about ten minutes they arrive at the door, they knock and it was Sunoo who welcomed them.
<Guys, how long did it take you! Come on in so we can watch a movie, we were waiting for you!!>
Upon entering they see me sitting on the sofa with my sprained ankle resting on a chair. I turn towards them and looking at Sunghoon I greet them with a huge smile.
<Guys, while you choose the film, I'll go to the bathroom for a moment.> Then I stand up and with the help of my hand I lean on the furniture to be able to walk.
Jake takes advantage of the situation. <Anyway, there's something Sunghoon has to tell you.>
<Um..yes. I have a crush on Sohee.>
<Wow!>, <Daebak!>, <Really??>
<So we'll help him win her!> Jake continued.They choose a film, which by the way I've already seen and I remember very well how it ends. I know I will cry my eyes out as usual and that I would be ashamed in front of all these guys.
Except in front of Sunghoon. I don't understand why but I can let off steam with him. Maybe because we are in the same situation and he can understand me very well. Or maybe because it simply made a good impression on me.
<Sohee? Sohee, are you okay?> Riki shakes his hand in front of my face.
<Huh? Yes, yes, I was just dazed.> After returning to reality I make myself comfortable on the sofa, between Riki and Sunghoon.A scene arrives that touched my heart. He leaves her telling her that he would return to her. So my eyes become shiny, and then fill with tears that immediately run down my face. Then I get up, wiping my face with my hand, and go to look for some tissues in the drawers of the other rooms.
<Sunghoon! If she doesn't find the tissues, give her your sweatshirt, you'll definitely make a good impression.> Heeseung whispers with a wink.
I return to my seat, still crying, and soon Sunghoon pulls the sleeve of his sweatshirt closer to me. I looked at him with bright eyes that say "thank you." The boy smirks.
<You can tell he's in love with Sohee just by the way he looks at her.> Jake says in Jungwon's ear, who laughs a little.
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At the end of the film I can't resist and burst into tears again. After making that promise he never returned to her, she discovered that he lost his life.
<Don't worry, it's just a movie, it didn't really happen.> Jay tries to reassure me, with no results.
After saying goodbye, everyone leaves my house and starts walking. After a few minutes Sunghoon speaks. <Guys, I forgot to tell Sohee something. You go ahead, see you!>
Meanwhile I slowly approach to my room and take a piece of paper. I start crying and write.
<Only God knows how much I'm suffering, away from my sister and Yoon. I have tried many times in the past to put an end to this agony, but I can't, I'm too scared. I would like someone. Someone to help me live, like I should have done since I was little. Someone to open my eyes and show me how beautiful this world is. I don't deserve all this.>
Without warning a hand takes the paper. I turn around and see it's Sunghoon. I didn't want him to read, but it's too late now. When he finishes reading he hugs me.
After several minutes the hug dissolves, we look at each other. We are both crying, him too.
<Sohee, you're really good at hiding your emotions. How is it possible that you feel all this hell inside you? I will be the one who helps you live, see the world in color and breathe every day. I will help you day by day. And you will make it, because I know you will make it. You are a sensitive girl, this is true, but you are very strong. You are one of the strongest people I have ever met. I won't let anyone hurt you, I promise. Do you trust me, Sohee?>
I try to stand on tiptoe, but my ankle hurts too much. So I signal to the boy to get down. I give him a kiss on the cheek.
We sit on the bed. <So this was a "yes"?>
<How stupid.> I reply smiling. <I already see you more serene. You seem happy, am I wrong?>
<But I'm happy, I have you. When we are together I feel that I can be myself without worrying about the condition I am in, or if I am sad I know that you will cheer me up. I don't know why actually. I'm saying these things but in the end we've only known each other for a few days. I don't want to seem to-><I think so too.>
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It's late at night now. Sunghoon's head rests on my belly. We look at the sky, a sea of stars that illuminate such a sweet moment.
<Do you know what you remind me of?> asks the boy. <What?>
<A star. You are a star trying to shine but in reality it is already shining. She doesn't realize but there is someone watching her shine from afar.>I'm left speechless, literally. While I stare at Sunghoon, he's truly perfect. Both physically and internally.
<How are you so good with words? I wish I could do it too.>
<You're also very good, but you don't know it because you talk with your eyes. In fact, I know it very well.>⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯
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