God damn why am I so fat. I thought the words in my head as I pulled up my shirt showing my stomach that some say to be scary thin. I didn't see that though. I believe I was fat. I looked at girls on instagram with their beautifully curved stomach and their nice round hips. I had boney hips as some has said. They curved in and went back out as it got to my thighs. Emma why are you so ugly I said in my head. I maybe only 13 and short making my stomach odd, but the words stuck with me all the time. I looked up with my brown eyes peering at my short tan looking face. I looked at my pixie cut brown hair noticing a piece out of its normal spiked up spot. I quickly fixed it and looked back down at my stomach.
BUZZ. BUZZ. I looked over to my bed were my moto x phone sat mocking me with the buzz interrupting my thoughts. I pulled my black shirt down brushing over the white words that read FOB (my favorite band Fall Out Boy) straghting it out. I jumped onto my queen sized bed landing with grace as I picked my phone up. A little picture of my message app appeared on the screen. I tapped it to open it up. The message was from my best friend Lissa.
Lissa- HEY GEUSS WHAT?!?!?
Me- What?????
Lissa- I showed my parents the coming out video finally! They were happy about me finally coming out!!!!
Me- That's great I wish it was that easy to tell my parents I'm gay.... Its not even them I'm worried about its my grandparents. I hope they still love me though.....
Lissa- I'm sure they will but I have to go now. We are celebrating me coming out byyyyeeee
Me- byeeee
I get up to go back to the mirror until I heard another notification. I looked at my phone to see a tweet from one of my favorite youtubers, Minx. She was a gamer lesbian who is one of the 7 youtuber that made me forget about everything else. The other 6 were Pewdiepie, Cryaotic, CinnamontoastKen, Markiplier, Yamimash, and Stampylonghead.
I clicked into her tweet and opened up her youtbe link to watch a Prop Hunt video. I sat down against the blue wall by my bed and watched the 15 minute video. I did pay much attention for my mind was wandering a thought road were I didn't want it to be. How am I going to come out?
Authors note: Hey guys I hope you liked my story so far. Beware I am doing this on my phone so there most likely be many more mistakes than I inteded. This is some what my life story right now but in later chapters it will be all fiction. Hope you enjoy! Bye til next time friends!
