Dad made dinner and I am at the counter smoking
Put it out Nix. And go get ready for the Bakers. He said
I got up and went upstairs
I got dressed and went downstairs and outside and across the street with the family
I sat outside until my dad came out and told me it was time to eat so I threw my blunt down
I went inside and sat down in between dad and mom
I just ate and ignored them
Will Paul live to mayor another day? Max asked mom
Come on Max, you have to ask if he's going to live another day first. I said and mom kicked me
Then after a few minutes I got up
Where you going? Mom asked
To see my girlfriend, because this dinner is stupid. I said
Tell Abby I said hi. Max said
I nodded and left
I went to my bike and got on and I drove to Abby's house
Skip
Me and Abby are on her bed making out
Then she pulled away
You okay? I asked
Yeah, can we not have sex tonight? She asked
What's wrong? I asked
Nothing. She said
I know when something is wrong. I said
I feel like you're using me just for sex. She said
That's what you think of me, that I'm what, just some druggie who likes to drink and have sex all the time? I asked
You were doing it when we broke up the first time, and you're high right now. She said
You are unbelievable. I said and I got up and grabbed my jacket
It's the truth, you slept with half the girls at school and whenever you see me you want sex, you pulled me into the damn janitors closet at school just so you could have sex. She said and got up
And like the slut you are you did it every time. I said
Breathe in breathe out
What did you just say? She asked
Don't do it
You are a slut, I bet if Press was here you'd probably blow him or anything he asked for. I said
Then she slapped me
Breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Breathe
BreatheBefore I could think I then saw Abby hit the ground
I hit her
Abby, I'm sorry I didn't mean to. I said and she looked at me and I saw her nose bleeding
I'm so sorry. I said and I tried to put my hand on her face but she moved back
Get out. She said quietly
I grabbed my keys and I left her room
Skip
I walked into the house and I saw mom at the table
What's wrong? She asked
I did something bad momma. I said
Like what? She asked
I hurt her. I said
What? She asked
I don't know what happened, I just snapped and I hit Abby. I said
You just had another episode. She said
All the other ones I didn't hurt anyone. I said
They're getting worse. She said
She's gonna hate me. I said
It's okay. She said
No, it's not, I actually liked her and now she probably hates me. I said
Come here. She said and I walked over and she hugged me
Skip
I'm in my room sitting on my bed
Then the door opened and I saw Dad
Let me guess, you're leaving. I said
Sorry, nix. He said
Don't be, I knew you were going to leave soon. I said
Don't be like that, Nix. He said
Just leave, you're amazing at it. I said
He closed the door
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The depressed little twin brother
FanfictionThe younger twin brother of Ginny Miller was abused by his little brother's dad when he was younger and he was abused by his mom's husbands But luckily his mom's last husband died from a heart attack but he was mentally scarred because of the trauma